Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Recently frustrations have been building up steadily in the office. Introduction of some new systems sent everyone off fuming! Perhaps they could do with better coordination or somethg?! Well, thanks to the system, I couldn’t do my work at all today. Practically sit in front of the comp doing nothg Officially! Can get kinda boring actually. Especially when I wanna sleep and can’t sleep..horrible feeling. Recently I’ve been trying to adjust my life to a more normal and healthy one. By eating less, sleeping early and exercising more.. erm.. the key word is ‘trying’ la haha. Sleeping early is practically out to kill me la, just so not very possible. But I’m trying haha.
Well, been seeing a lot and experiencing these days la. It’s through all the bad times that you learn more lessons bout life I guess. And perhaps its also the time where you see the glimmers of hopes in life as well. Guess it also struck me that, actually many times in life its the 'little actions' from people that really changes how you feel towards them or towards a certain event. how many times have we neglected or ignored these little actions around us. i'm glad i've started to note them, and have thus been seeing the true personalities of people around. Oh well, years passes so quickly forcing us to grow in pace with it. Sometimes when we look at our lives, we still feel like some part of us is still somewhere back in the past refusing to move on.
hmm.. anyway, on to something more enjoyable.. i had a fun encounter earlier this week. can say its the first time.. quite an ordinary yet extraordinary experience haha! And also, wrote a new song some time back.. and still feeling proud about it since den haha! okay time to go home le.. slack enough at office liao.. hahaa!
Well, been seeing a lot and experiencing these days la. It’s through all the bad times that you learn more lessons bout life I guess. And perhaps its also the time where you see the glimmers of hopes in life as well. Guess it also struck me that, actually many times in life its the 'little actions' from people that really changes how you feel towards them or towards a certain event. how many times have we neglected or ignored these little actions around us. i'm glad i've started to note them, and have thus been seeing the true personalities of people around. Oh well, years passes so quickly forcing us to grow in pace with it. Sometimes when we look at our lives, we still feel like some part of us is still somewhere back in the past refusing to move on.
hmm.. anyway, on to something more enjoyable.. i had a fun encounter earlier this week. can say its the first time.. quite an ordinary yet extraordinary experience haha! And also, wrote a new song some time back.. and still feeling proud about it since den haha! okay time to go home le.. slack enough at office liao.. hahaa!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Wahaha its a good goodie goodiest day today! and i am really happy! why? cause today office no 'government' la~! i have nothing much on hand recently lo.. can happily go on leave, or come office and duno do wat. Well, skool started last week.. hmm, judging from all the assignments the modules won't be easy. But this is already 3rd sem liao, so i'm actually more prepared to such 'skool shock syndrome'. seemed to be able to handle the stress with much more ease la. Ah yes, both my lecturers are entertaining and humourous ppl~ its kinda enjoyable just sitting there and hear them tok, of coz if it weren't for skool it'll be much better la! oh, i'm quite lucky to have met my teacher for my first journ module.. heard he's one experienced teacher cum former journalist. knowledgeable guy~ hahaa..
Anyway i've been harbouring some out-of-the-world tots recently. erm ok not exactly to that extent la. i mean its not totally not achievable.. just that you dun try you wun know. And i'm actually stuck at this 'trying' and 'stepping out' phase. it'll take alot of courage to decide on it and to follow through, especially when the action of trying in itself is stupid in people's eyes. i have no idea.. Is it worth a try? definitely i would say. but can i bear the consequences that comes with it? hmm maybe, maybe not. is it the right time now? not exactly.. but den again, how do we tell when's the right time. Goodness.. i'm having this internal debate session between the 'active' and 'passive' me! i'll most prob pause this session and tink about it after work or so.. the aircon here in the office is slowly retarding my brain cell's function!
Anyway i've been harbouring some out-of-the-world tots recently. erm ok not exactly to that extent la. i mean its not totally not achievable.. just that you dun try you wun know. And i'm actually stuck at this 'trying' and 'stepping out' phase. it'll take alot of courage to decide on it and to follow through, especially when the action of trying in itself is stupid in people's eyes. i have no idea.. Is it worth a try? definitely i would say. but can i bear the consequences that comes with it? hmm maybe, maybe not. is it the right time now? not exactly.. but den again, how do we tell when's the right time. Goodness.. i'm having this internal debate session between the 'active' and 'passive' me! i'll most prob pause this session and tink about it after work or so.. the aircon here in the office is slowly retarding my brain cell's function!
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Have been enjoying life ever since the end of the skool term. Recently even work was slack lo.. i was just trying hard to make myself look busy when there's practically nothing to do at all sometimes! Oh well, office politics have been surfacing ever since the new boss came. not those outright ones i should say, its those done behind the scenes and those that you have to read between the lines. seriously i tink its really sucky to be in such a 'political war'. Anyway i've been making it clear to them that i dun wan to get involved in such stuff.. I still do wat i usually do and say what i usually say. 喜欢就喜欢，不喜欢就不喜欢..有必要那么虚伪吗?
oh well, not long ago receive my grades for my last essay for skool. Gosh, the very tough essay that i've almost given up on.. i actually got quite an outstanding grade for it. couldn't quite believe myself actually. spoken to my teacher about it.. she assured me that it wasn't a mistake la haha. was toking bout quite some other stuff aso.. haiz, i dun tink i'll be taking any other modules with her le.. Tink she's a great teacher! although i really dread her assignments, all out to kill kind... Eh anyway this proves the point that life isn't all that bad afterall. We probably shoudn't just look at only one side of anything.. both good and bad...
oh well, not long ago receive my grades for my last essay for skool. Gosh, the very tough essay that i've almost given up on.. i actually got quite an outstanding grade for it. couldn't quite believe myself actually. spoken to my teacher about it.. she assured me that it wasn't a mistake la haha. was toking bout quite some other stuff aso.. haiz, i dun tink i'll be taking any other modules with her le.. Tink she's a great teacher! although i really dread her assignments, all out to kill kind... Eh anyway this proves the point that life isn't all that bad afterall. We probably shoudn't just look at only one side of anything.. both good and bad...