Wednesday, October 24, 2007
its been some time.. since i've been at home not doing anything. well, the feeling is kinda like.. the longer it drags, there'll be this unknown pressure and hopelessness accumulating. Recently there've been many things going through my mind la.. so much i can't even organise them properly, much less to tink bout all thoroughly.
well, just to say.. i wan to continue my studies la, be it useful anot or if i like it anot. this country requires at least a degree to survive i guess, and another reason is.. i guess i just hate working life - maybe till i find a job i really enjoy. sometimes i just hope dreams and wishes can come true for once~ that one time might just change your life...
well, just to say.. i wan to continue my studies la, be it useful anot or if i like it anot. this country requires at least a degree to survive i guess, and another reason is.. i guess i just hate working life - maybe till i find a job i really enjoy. sometimes i just hope dreams and wishes can come true for once~ that one time might just change your life...
Thursday, October 11, 2007
i'm now in a 'waiting period'. things that ought to be done have been more or less done.. so its like sit-back-and-wait time now. i seriously dun like the feeling of hanging there waiting, its like you know there's an unfinished stuff sumwhere yet there's nothing you can do about it. oh man, slacking is so much better, at least there's no starting or ending point..haha!
well, its been a week or so since i've quit my job and stay at home. things haven't been going smoothly since la.. can't quite explain why aso. have been rather depressed over certain stuff.. stuff that doesn't seems very substantial. ok i'm blabbering nonsense liao.. shall update again when i'm in the right mind.. haa
well, its been a week or so since i've quit my job and stay at home. things haven't been going smoothly since la.. can't quite explain why aso. have been rather depressed over certain stuff.. stuff that doesn't seems very substantial. ok i'm blabbering nonsense liao.. shall update again when i'm in the right mind.. haa