Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Sometimes I feel that life is just so unpredictable.. hmm or maybe most of the time it is la. People come & things happen out of our expectations. Not to say good or bad.. but just that we have little control of our lives it seems. There have been times that the path upfront is so uncertain that there seemed to be nothing to hold on to, not to even mention the hopes and dreams that we have.. the basic motivation in life itself is at stake. Not long back I see my life in a tangled mess.. Too many things to take care of, too little focus on each. Now den I understand why they say the more you struggle, the tighter you are bounded.. Its like going around aimlessly, it not only used up more energy den ever, it takes away with it faith and hope as well. A friend showed me a new updated version of the story ‘footprints’ at that time. It wasn’t so much of what the clip showed that encouraged me; it was the act of concern that made the difference.
Well, I foresee another obstacle coming near.. skool is into the ending stage, work is getting abit frustrating.. I just wonder what lies ahead. The unpredictable of the unpredictables.. gosh. I keep telling myself that I should be doing what I want to do, but there’ll always be stupid excuses to keep me from moving on.. guess it takes courage.. and determination. I hope I find them soon.. haha… I should go back to work le..haa!
Well, I foresee another obstacle coming near.. skool is into the ending stage, work is getting abit frustrating.. I just wonder what lies ahead. The unpredictable of the unpredictables.. gosh. I keep telling myself that I should be doing what I want to do, but there’ll always be stupid excuses to keep me from moving on.. guess it takes courage.. and determination. I hope I find them soon.. haha… I should go back to work le..haa!