Friday, May 30, 2008
一直怀疑自己的选择，怀疑自己是否有本事把事情做到，做好..
有种不安的情绪一直久久不能释怀。
很久没有感觉这种担心和害怕了~
不管怎样，这条路是自己决定的..有责任努力的走下去。
知道前面会不好走，孤独、坎坷..
不过我知道God is good all the time..
His grace is always sufficient~overwhelming i should say.
Encouragement is one thing i really need now..
and encouragements are wat i've been receiving!
总在需要帮助和鼓励的时候都会有人出现。
可能那就是天使的样子吧~~
原来在黑暗的夜里，还是有星星闪耀着的~!
有种不安的情绪一直久久不能释怀。
很久没有感觉这种担心和害怕了~
不管怎样，这条路是自己决定的..有责任努力的走下去。
知道前面会不好走，孤独、坎坷..
不过我知道God is good all the time..
His grace is always sufficient~overwhelming i should say.
Encouragement is one thing i really need now..
and encouragements are wat i've been receiving!
总在需要帮助和鼓励的时候都会有人出现。
可能那就是天使的样子吧~~
原来在黑暗的夜里，还是有星星闪耀着的~!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
my brain haven't been working this hard for a very long time.. it suddenly feels kinda overworked. have to start getting the momentum going.. shall keep the mind constantly at work. prevents degeneration too! haha..
one module down! took the exam earlier on.. it wasn't as easy as the teacher sounded. i just dun get it.. i always tot 'list' and 'state' just requires the point to be written down. where got state 1, den 2 marks de~! teacher bully us sia.. somemore he wasn't around, can't ask the invigilators aso coz they wun know for sure.
oh well, all is over. though its tiring, but i guess overall i did enjoy the process la. met new people, though i haven't spoken a single sentence to any of my classmates throughout this whole period of time. they in cliques ar, i dun see how i can cut in aso.. so i kept to myself lo. well, i'll miss the teacher! haha.. he's still super encouraging when he replied my email. i just wonder why he call me jos.. another one anyhow spell name de. anyway, results will be out in 2 weeks' time if i'm not wrong.. we'll wait and see.. haha!
one module down! took the exam earlier on.. it wasn't as easy as the teacher sounded. i just dun get it.. i always tot 'list' and 'state' just requires the point to be written down. where got state 1, den 2 marks de~! teacher bully us sia.. somemore he wasn't around, can't ask the invigilators aso coz they wun know for sure.
oh well, all is over. though its tiring, but i guess overall i did enjoy the process la. met new people, though i haven't spoken a single sentence to any of my classmates throughout this whole period of time. they in cliques ar, i dun see how i can cut in aso.. so i kept to myself lo. well, i'll miss the teacher! haha.. he's still super encouraging when he replied my email. i just wonder why he call me jos.. another one anyhow spell name de. anyway, results will be out in 2 weeks' time if i'm not wrong.. we'll wait and see.. haha!
Saturday, May 24, 2008
i can't believe i've gone through more than half of my first bridging course. exams are drawing near..! okay the teacher is really nice, he is super encouraging.. he keeps saying he wun fail anyone. and he practically tells us where to study from the notes la. everyone to him is either good or excellent. i'm at the good catergory la haha.. follwed by 'can be better' =_=
well, guess he knows i'm super worried bout this whole thing la.. he just keeps telling me to relax.
how am i suppose to relax when i am struggling to keep up at bridging~! more hard hard work ahead for the course itself. oh well, guess the class really too small le, the teacher will really stand behind and see wat you're writing one loh~ that's one of the things dat i really dun like.. i can't write when ppl is looking! hmm.. more lessons tomolo.. one more thing to add, the teacher rather slack lo, ended super early today! much earlier den scheduled.. den he still say we so naughty wanna go off early, so he ended early..haaa..
oh ya, realised that many many songs have been written for the china earthquake loh. and they've been written so quickly in dedication to the survivors or watsoever la.. its amazing how these ppl can just come out with songs! and produce them just as quickly la..
well, guess he knows i'm super worried bout this whole thing la.. he just keeps telling me to relax.
how am i suppose to relax when i am struggling to keep up at bridging~! more hard hard work ahead for the course itself. oh well, guess the class really too small le, the teacher will really stand behind and see wat you're writing one loh~ that's one of the things dat i really dun like.. i can't write when ppl is looking! hmm.. more lessons tomolo.. one more thing to add, the teacher rather slack lo, ended super early today! much earlier den scheduled.. den he still say we so naughty wanna go off early, so he ended early..haaa..
oh ya, realised that many many songs have been written for the china earthquake loh. and they've been written so quickly in dedication to the survivors or watsoever la.. its amazing how these ppl can just come out with songs! and produce them just as quickly la..
Thursday, May 22, 2008
embarking on a brand new journey today~
a journey thats gonna be tough and lonely i guess..
well, attended my very first lesson.. my classmates are all quite pro one loh.
and not to mention the teacher la.. he's good~ and quite good looking too haha!
hmm, somehow felt i've attended the wrong class lo.. its just not me at all.
wat am i doing in there~!
haiz, all this is just the beginning..
hopefully all will turn out okay...
a journey thats gonna be tough and lonely i guess..
well, attended my very first lesson.. my classmates are all quite pro one loh.
and not to mention the teacher la.. he's good~ and quite good looking too haha!
hmm, somehow felt i've attended the wrong class lo.. its just not me at all.
wat am i doing in there~!
haiz, all this is just the beginning..
hopefully all will turn out okay...
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Had quite an eventful long weekend last week. Perhaps it was so eventful I guess I’m sick once again~ =_=
Well, didn’t really expect celebration this year for my birthday la seriously..
Spent the day at work as usual loh. But my colleagues did surprise me with the cake, two days earlier though.
Hmm, I call it the fattening period la.. coz had quite a lot of cakes in a few days time.
Haven’t actually had so many cakes for very long le, guess not even for my 21st birthday..
And I must say, I received a lot more birthday wishes and gifts as well.. hahaha..
And there’s more to come I guess haa~!
Well, this period of time many things happened in the world as well..
Celebrating my birthday here while people in China & Myanmar are homeless and dying..
The extreme feelings made me treasure wat I have now more..
It’s a blessing just to be living peacefully and happily…
Oh well, made three wishes this year..
1) Health·Love·Joy·Peace
2) to do well for both my studies & interpersonal relationships *hahaa*
3) *secret*
Well, birthday wishes never come true as far as I know..
But I really hope this year will be an exception~
2008 is gonna be a year of challenges and changes I believe..
Well, didn’t really expect celebration this year for my birthday la seriously..
Spent the day at work as usual loh. But my colleagues did surprise me with the cake, two days earlier though.
Hmm, I call it the fattening period la.. coz had quite a lot of cakes in a few days time.
Haven’t actually had so many cakes for very long le, guess not even for my 21st birthday..
And I must say, I received a lot more birthday wishes and gifts as well.. hahaha..
And there’s more to come I guess haa~!
Well, this period of time many things happened in the world as well..
Celebrating my birthday here while people in China & Myanmar are homeless and dying..
The extreme feelings made me treasure wat I have now more..
It’s a blessing just to be living peacefully and happily…
Oh well, made three wishes this year..
1) Health·Love·Joy·Peace
2) to do well for both my studies & interpersonal relationships *hahaa*
3) *secret*
Well, birthday wishes never come true as far as I know..
But I really hope this year will be an exception~
2008 is gonna be a year of challenges and changes I believe..
Saturday, May 10, 2008
最近生病在家没事就听听歌..
发现好多很棒的歌词都是阿信写的..
复杂的文字中带着简单的单纯,
简单中却又不失美丽的画面..
一首歌如果能写成这样还能挑剔什么啊~!
多希望自己可以有他才华的那么一点就好了。
阿信~你好厉害啊~~! 我以你为榜样!!
发现好多很棒的歌词都是阿信写的..
复杂的文字中带着简单的单纯,
简单中却又不失美丽的画面..
一首歌如果能写成这样还能挑剔什么啊~!
多希望自己可以有他才华的那么一点就好了。
阿信~你好厉害啊~~! 我以你为榜样!!
Friday, May 02, 2008
Currently at work.. not slacking~ its lunch time now~! well..recently always get depressed over the slightest thing.. can get really sianz sometimes. i've decided to 搞自闭today.. shall stay away from crowds during lunch..haha~! hmm, not long ago i wrote a song based on my fren's story.. not completed, only chorus is done. never tot of showing her actually, but after letting her see it.. she kinda liked it la. haa quite proud of myself! well, she say she want the whole song, but i also have no idea when can i complete it loh.. ideas come and go.. haha.
Anyway, the worst feeling ever is when you're feeling super shit.. and people around you expects you to joke with them. hello~ i may be funny and toks crap at times.. but not all the time can~ can't i have time to act 自闭 and just shut up for the day? this is Not my job, and i am not getting paid for entertainment wor.. =_=
Anyway, the worst feeling ever is when you're feeling super shit.. and people around you expects you to joke with them. hello~ i may be funny and toks crap at times.. but not all the time can~ can't i have time to act 自闭 and just shut up for the day? this is Not my job, and i am not getting paid for entertainment wor.. =_=