Friday, November 16, 2007
latest update.. i'm gonna start a new phase in life soon. found myself a new job, and at e same time i've rejected another job offer. have been tinking of furthering my studies, but now that with a full time job~ i doubt can go full time studies le. also, i'm really not sure wat to expect for this new job lo.. admin, in mnc environment.. this is so not my style la! the last kinda job that i'd expect myself to be in.. But well, life is so full of jokes..
just now was surfing, saw a note posted online, and it suddenly struck me.. i have been praying the past few weeks for God's guidance, for a path.. yet now that he's given a path, i have been too busy worrying bout new problems instead of giving thanks. i tend to focus alot on the endless problems, sometimes hardly stopping to give thanks for wat had been given. maybe i should really learn to let go and let god take charge...
Oh, tonight is a beautiful night~! clear dark sky.. countless stars shining brightly! i wonder why these little shimmering spots in the sky fascinate me so much aso..haha.. but i just love staring up at them, kinda calms me down.. a really nice peaceful feeling. and its nice to let my imagination go wild while looking up at these bright stars.. super got feel! haa! found this quote at facebook..'it's hard to wait around for something that may never happen, but it's even harder to give it up, especially when it's everything you've ever wanted'..like it quite alot, coz it describes wat i'm feeling for a period of time....
just now was surfing, saw a note posted online, and it suddenly struck me.. i have been praying the past few weeks for God's guidance, for a path.. yet now that he's given a path, i have been too busy worrying bout new problems instead of giving thanks. i tend to focus alot on the endless problems, sometimes hardly stopping to give thanks for wat had been given. maybe i should really learn to let go and let god take charge...
Oh, tonight is a beautiful night~! clear dark sky.. countless stars shining brightly! i wonder why these little shimmering spots in the sky fascinate me so much aso..haha.. but i just love staring up at them, kinda calms me down.. a really nice peaceful feeling. and its nice to let my imagination go wild while looking up at these bright stars.. super got feel! haa! found this quote at facebook..'it's hard to wait around for something that may never happen, but it's even harder to give it up, especially when it's everything you've ever wanted'..like it quite alot, coz it describes wat i'm feeling for a period of time....
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
heard my aunt broke a really shocking news in a super calm manner today. Candy passed away last tues due to cancer. candy is my dog's sister.. same batch..grew up together de loh. i always tot snowy was e sickly one, the one with the most problems. candy is one tough dog, been through so much.. never expect her to go so quickly. she was put down actually, coz advanced stage of cancer, can't save le lah. i was at my uncle's place where my aunt told us the news ma.. suddenly pity candy alot loh for one reason or another la.
Oh well.. life~! how quickly things change..and how quickly the surroundings and people change to adapt. its sad, yet its a part of life - survival i guess. once again it reminds me, live life to the fullest. dun let there be regrets....
Oh well.. life~! how quickly things change..and how quickly the surroundings and people change to adapt. its sad, yet its a part of life - survival i guess. once again it reminds me, live life to the fullest. dun let there be regrets....
Saturday, November 03, 2007
i haven't been so angry with myself in N years~~
how could i have been so careless man.. i lost a receipt for a registered article i just sent overseas. and i lost it within like a few hours! its super crap loh. well, wats a registered mail without the receipt to track the status~! i usually keep receipts in my wallet, but duno wat came over me to just keep it in my bag. Its actually not so much bout the receipt itself la.. its the idea of losing stuff!! i haven't lost anything in N years..X,Y,Z years aso can la.. i just can't believe i lost somethg considered so important. so angry with myself loh~ wats wrong with me man!!
now can only pray nothing goes wrong with the postage~ hopefully it reaches safely ba. anyway i wun be able to do anythg even if it doesn't aso now that i'm without the receipt...
Lesson learnt: dun be complacent. keep stuff properly!
how could i have been so careless man.. i lost a receipt for a registered article i just sent overseas. and i lost it within like a few hours! its super crap loh. well, wats a registered mail without the receipt to track the status~! i usually keep receipts in my wallet, but duno wat came over me to just keep it in my bag. Its actually not so much bout the receipt itself la.. its the idea of losing stuff!! i haven't lost anything in N years..X,Y,Z years aso can la.. i just can't believe i lost somethg considered so important. so angry with myself loh~ wats wrong with me man!!
now can only pray nothing goes wrong with the postage~ hopefully it reaches safely ba. anyway i wun be able to do anythg even if it doesn't aso now that i'm without the receipt...
Lesson learnt: dun be complacent. keep stuff properly!