Friday, March 30, 2007
i have this crazy idea recently. i wan to learn how to steer a boat.. i wan to get a yacht one day. well, it may just be a total dream only la..but feels good though. cruising on the sea, on your own boat.. wow!
okay enough of the crazy idea. back to reality. my trip stuff is getting from bad to worse. tons of stuff to settle, and more coming. dun seems to have enough time to settle everything! goodness.. have to start getting everything moving le. bleah~
okay enough of the crazy idea. back to reality. my trip stuff is getting from bad to worse. tons of stuff to settle, and more coming. dun seems to have enough time to settle everything! goodness.. have to start getting everything moving le. bleah~
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
life have been simply eat, sleep and slack.
i can't find the right mood to do anything else. how i wish i can ignore everything and live happily in my own little world. no troubles for the future, no comments from others, no stress, no standards from the society.. i just wanna run away from everything.
my trip overseas is confirmed. but other den the air tix which we've bought only a few days ago, almost everything else is still in a mess. the housing is still processing, itenaries totally not planned. i have learnt to take things as it goes.. otherwise i'd have long gone mad. i can't stand last minute preparation, so not safe la. but my dear travel partner more relaxed kind, everything can take your time and doesn't matter de.. lucky i have enough blood to vomit.
aniway i actually intended to spend my birthday in taiwan de. but compromising let me end up ending the trip way before my birthday. but still i believe this shall be a memorable trip. or at least i'll do my best to make it a memorable one. oh people, anyone can lend me a laptop..? i hope can still use the internet when i'm there..
i can't find the right mood to do anything else. how i wish i can ignore everything and live happily in my own little world. no troubles for the future, no comments from others, no stress, no standards from the society.. i just wanna run away from everything.
my trip overseas is confirmed. but other den the air tix which we've bought only a few days ago, almost everything else is still in a mess. the housing is still processing, itenaries totally not planned. i have learnt to take things as it goes.. otherwise i'd have long gone mad. i can't stand last minute preparation, so not safe la. but my dear travel partner more relaxed kind, everything can take your time and doesn't matter de.. lucky i have enough blood to vomit.
aniway i actually intended to spend my birthday in taiwan de. but compromising let me end up ending the trip way before my birthday. but still i believe this shall be a memorable trip. or at least i'll do my best to make it a memorable one. oh people, anyone can lend me a laptop..? i hope can still use the internet when i'm there..
Friday, March 09, 2007
i wish time can go back one year. coz this time last year was the most memorable trip of my life..my vietnam trek. was looking back at all the photos and stuff that happened there.. really miss those days. the fun we had sleeping in different places, travelling all around hanoi and sapa. i miss the traffic there even.. the sounding of horns, the multi-direction driving, the close-your-eyes-and-cross-the-road method. the food, their lifestyle, their culture, their environment.. wonder if they'll wanna plan another trip not loh.
anyway i am rotting my time away all the while la.. haven't done anything really constructive up till now. and i'm living an owl's life.. haa..
anyway i am rotting my time away all the while la.. haven't done anything really constructive up till now. and i'm living an owl's life.. haa..
Thursday, March 08, 2007
i seems to have neglected my blog once again..
Aniway back here to confirm that this new year really isn't a happy one. i guess its just me.. my mood haven't been good since i duno when. new year is but another busy festival that everyone have to get over and done with..
well, regarding the internship.. got news from my teacher that everything is settled. i tot i'll be very happy to receive the news. but apparantly i didn't had much feelings. i have loss interest in almost everything i realised.
when my life comes to a point like now. i feel so tired of deciding my future, tired of getting a job or look for uni, tired of commitments, tired of.. life itself. its not that i dun wanna trust.. but faith seems to be the last thing i find in myself.
find this lyrics rather apt for my situation..
chorus of 米老鼠 by 五月天
梦中城堡里面跳舞
醒了世界依然残酷
以为我爱著孤独
以为自己不会迷路
以为自己跟自己 再不用谁照顾
以为我爱著孤独 却又崩溃的无助
谁能让我拥抱著尽情的哭
Aniway back here to confirm that this new year really isn't a happy one. i guess its just me.. my mood haven't been good since i duno when. new year is but another busy festival that everyone have to get over and done with..
well, regarding the internship.. got news from my teacher that everything is settled. i tot i'll be very happy to receive the news. but apparantly i didn't had much feelings. i have loss interest in almost everything i realised.
when my life comes to a point like now. i feel so tired of deciding my future, tired of getting a job or look for uni, tired of commitments, tired of.. life itself. its not that i dun wanna trust.. but faith seems to be the last thing i find in myself.
find this lyrics rather apt for my situation..
chorus of 米老鼠 by 五月天
梦中城堡里面跳舞
醒了世界依然残酷
以为我爱著孤独
以为自己不会迷路
以为自己跟自己 再不用谁照顾
以为我爱著孤独 却又崩溃的无助
谁能让我拥抱著尽情的哭