Saturday, January 27, 2007
Finally ended my SIP le.. have been waiting for this day since the first week of work. so glad no more no life cum long hours of work le!! but somehow i feel quite sad to leave the place for the last time. i dun hate that place lo.. in fact i like it.. when you know you're gonna leave a place you like for the last time, and most prob you won't get to step in there ever again.. the feeling is just so complex. miss the place, yet can't wait to go home~
the last day of work wasn't very much special. the best part is the last two days' dinner..one day they order kfc, den the other is pizza. but other den dat they never really say anithg aso. even when last day going home they also just say bye only.. aniway, the little kitty in the clinic made me really miss that place. the little PR have been in the clinic since she is a month or less. she was so weak den.. i saw her grow, saw her getting bigger and stronger..and from stray cat to clinic's PR till she found a owner who really love her.. she was rubbing against my hand just before i left.. den she look at me so sadly. oh man~ made me feel so sad lo..
ok my nightmare has begun le lor. end of SIP marks the beginning of my counting down to death.. my repost and workbook is getting no where. so more new year so near my mum keep nagging i should go buy clothes, tidy my hair, go for facial and crap... oh well.. this year new year is super rush~~and stressful...
the last day of work wasn't very much special. the best part is the last two days' dinner..one day they order kfc, den the other is pizza. but other den dat they never really say anithg aso. even when last day going home they also just say bye only.. aniway, the little kitty in the clinic made me really miss that place. the little PR have been in the clinic since she is a month or less. she was so weak den.. i saw her grow, saw her getting bigger and stronger..and from stray cat to clinic's PR till she found a owner who really love her.. she was rubbing against my hand just before i left.. den she look at me so sadly. oh man~ made me feel so sad lo..
ok my nightmare has begun le lor. end of SIP marks the beginning of my counting down to death.. my repost and workbook is getting no where. so more new year so near my mum keep nagging i should go buy clothes, tidy my hair, go for facial and crap... oh well.. this year new year is super rush~~and stressful...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
officially into the rush-till-you-pengz period. project report deadlines staring straight at you.. they're drawing near.. be very Very scared!
Feeling super stressed up by all the stupid reports i have to come out with. to make it worse my SIP haven't ended. but the worst~ and most discouraging part is when your parents keep bugging at you. tinking that you're darn free and not doing anythg. or rather tinking that you shouldn't stay up late at night, not sit in front of computer all the time, not do stuff with the internet or sumthg like dat.. Great~ as if i have time in the morning to do anythg. who would wanna stay up damn late at night and doze in front of the comp when you could have gone to bed? who would rather surf the net and get to sleep less den 3 hrs per night and go to work the whole day tomolo morning? i am so so so tired of all this..
if you dun understand wat i am doing i dun mind, just leave me alone.
if you dun wanna give encouragement its ok, just dun try to make things worse.
if u duno wat i am tinking i dun care, dun try to accuse me of anything..
My mum always complain that i dun really wanna tok to her bout stuff. but its really hard sometimes when they just accuse you without even trying to understand wat shit you're in at the moment. how can i relate to a person not even receptive to wat i'm trying to say. That's why i always chose to shut up. you can say all you wan all you like. if that makes you happy..
I really feel lonely sometimes..
Feeling super stressed up by all the stupid reports i have to come out with. to make it worse my SIP haven't ended. but the worst~ and most discouraging part is when your parents keep bugging at you. tinking that you're darn free and not doing anythg. or rather tinking that you shouldn't stay up late at night, not sit in front of computer all the time, not do stuff with the internet or sumthg like dat.. Great~ as if i have time in the morning to do anythg. who would wanna stay up damn late at night and doze in front of the comp when you could have gone to bed? who would rather surf the net and get to sleep less den 3 hrs per night and go to work the whole day tomolo morning? i am so so so tired of all this..
if you dun understand wat i am doing i dun mind, just leave me alone.
if you dun wanna give encouragement its ok, just dun try to make things worse.
if u duno wat i am tinking i dun care, dun try to accuse me of anything..
My mum always complain that i dun really wanna tok to her bout stuff. but its really hard sometimes when they just accuse you without even trying to understand wat shit you're in at the moment. how can i relate to a person not even receptive to wat i'm trying to say. That's why i always chose to shut up. you can say all you wan all you like. if that makes you happy..
I really feel lonely sometimes..
Thursday, January 04, 2007
its a brand new year! can't believe 2006 is over le.. coming into sight is a whole new stretch of unknown path to be discovered. the year ahead should be challenging.. decisions to be made & new experiences awaiting. year 2006 is a great year. went for two major holidays.. fulfil my wish of travelling.. lets see if 2007 will be just as good, or maybe even better! =)
aniway today is the day. my first encounter of caesarian section for a dog~! german shepherd loh.. x-ray show 7 only, but open up to find more.. in e end got 12 loh! helping to clean up the puppy is tiring.. but feeling a new life in your hand is cool! see the puppy gasping for its first breathe..the breathe of life.. its just so fulfilling! well, though one didn't make it in the end.. seeing the remaining 11 so cute and lively.. all hard work is worth it. i took clips and pictures of the cute bunch.. shall upload one of these days.. haha
ok its late. gotto go back to work tomolo. and i'm freakin tired le!!! shall end here...
aniway today is the day. my first encounter of caesarian section for a dog~! german shepherd loh.. x-ray show 7 only, but open up to find more.. in e end got 12 loh! helping to clean up the puppy is tiring.. but feeling a new life in your hand is cool! see the puppy gasping for its first breathe..the breathe of life.. its just so fulfilling! well, though one didn't make it in the end.. seeing the remaining 11 so cute and lively.. all hard work is worth it. i took clips and pictures of the cute bunch.. shall upload one of these days.. haha
ok its late. gotto go back to work tomolo. and i'm freakin tired le!!! shall end here...