Wednesday, May 31, 2006
channel U was just showing the programme where they came to film some time ago. oh man, feels as if everyone looks weird on screen. aniway, we don't get many shots aso la.. the rabbit got the most shots i tink..haha. oh well, my mum asked me really seriously just now if i really like working this kinda of jobs. it stunt me for a moment.. i realise now dat i can't exactly answer this quesion too.
aniway, i'm rather happy that i've got a new handphone..i can finally take pictures le. its full of snowy's pic now..haha. oh, tink i can make full use of it in tomolo's lab session. we're gonna dissect a dog and a cat.. should be able to capture some gory pictures.. arh, duno if i should be looking forward to lab tomolo not loh. aniway, i just know that i'm freaking tired now.. just finish working on an assignment. shall go sleep le..
aniway, i'm rather happy that i've got a new handphone..i can finally take pictures le. its full of snowy's pic now..haha. oh, tink i can make full use of it in tomolo's lab session. we're gonna dissect a dog and a cat.. should be able to capture some gory pictures.. arh, duno if i should be looking forward to lab tomolo not loh. aniway, i just know that i'm freaking tired now.. just finish working on an assignment. shall go sleep le..
Monday, May 29, 2006
Barbarians is 6 years old~! hmm..seeing our frenship growing by years is really very cool, from some skool kids to undergrad and working adults.. dats something really worth keeping track of. well, 6 years is not a long time, but its not exactly short either. watever it is.. yesterday's gathering was great. though we don't have much gathering in a year, but everytime when we meet we're still as barbaric as ever.
well, i've started to realise that 'friends forever' is not as simple as said. this two words come with great responsibility and giving. it comes with a price.. a price that everyone involved have to pay to keep the relationship going. in e past i tot that no matter how little time u spend together.. as long as your frenship is strong enough there won't be a problem. but somehow i've accepted the sad truth that it doesn't work this way. it takes two hands to clap, and i guess all relationship works dis way. two way communication is a must. its quite sad when you see close frens in a the past starting to drift away.. so much so that you find it even hard to find a common topic to tok about now.
aniway, its family day in church today. morning we didn't have sunday skool, but instead we brought all the kids to macdonalds to eat breakfast. its so fun la.. they book they area for birthday party one.. den the mac staff came to ask if we wanted a birthday cake loh.. -.-" hmm, den sermon was by pastor chai. hmm weird to call him in english. aniway, he's super cute.. he like to pause in a 'rabbit teeth' mode.. i'm not making fun of him~ we all respect him. he's super fatherly. well, after service i went over to the handphone shop there and bought a new handphone. finally i got a phone to take pics with liao!! was bugging snowy the whole night to take her pic la.. hahaa..
well, i've started to realise that 'friends forever' is not as simple as said. this two words come with great responsibility and giving. it comes with a price.. a price that everyone involved have to pay to keep the relationship going. in e past i tot that no matter how little time u spend together.. as long as your frenship is strong enough there won't be a problem. but somehow i've accepted the sad truth that it doesn't work this way. it takes two hands to clap, and i guess all relationship works dis way. two way communication is a must. its quite sad when you see close frens in a the past starting to drift away.. so much so that you find it even hard to find a common topic to tok about now.
aniway, its family day in church today. morning we didn't have sunday skool, but instead we brought all the kids to macdonalds to eat breakfast. its so fun la.. they book they area for birthday party one.. den the mac staff came to ask if we wanted a birthday cake loh.. -.-" hmm, den sermon was by pastor chai. hmm weird to call him in english. aniway, he's super cute.. he like to pause in a 'rabbit teeth' mode.. i'm not making fun of him~ we all respect him. he's super fatherly. well, after service i went over to the handphone shop there and bought a new handphone. finally i got a phone to take pics with liao!! was bugging snowy the whole night to take her pic la.. hahaa..
Thursday, May 25, 2006
was feeling rather down recently. nothing seems to really interest me much i could say. in fact, have been getting irritated by things around me. Aniway, I Murdered a mouse on 24th may 2006. a mouse named jj died terribly under the hands of me and my partner. oh well, my dear mouse tootsie died in a more terrible way i could say. my classmates took tootsie away and never intend to let me have her back. was so sad i couldn't see tootsie for the last time. they happily dissected her. -.-"
complex feelings while having this lab session. for once i wondered why i landed myself in vet science course, and aso started to question myself wat i am doing all this for.. izzit worth it? life is all about sacrificing something to make life better for another. does human being more superior den animals give us the right to kill them for research and educational purposes? maybe mostly will say yes.. but coming back to tink about it, isn't animals living thing too? if you love animals, you have to first kill them.. i wonder when will i start to accept this cruel reality.
during the experiment.. we tried to inject stuff into different parts of the mouse, den we draw blood from its tail and eye and heart. yes.. heart! poke the needle right into the heart just to collect a few ml of blood. its basically time to say byebye to the mousie after you've taken blood from its heart, coz the next step is to put it to sleep. if you tink that the worse is over..well maybe it is for the mouse.. but for me, the worse part is to hold the mouse and see it slowly gasping for air, struggling to survive, and dying off. to be honest, i nearly broke down when i see the mouse losing concious on my hand. for that instant, i felt life is so precious. never liked the feeling of a life slipping away on my hand, or be it around me. i lost richie once.. i never wan any other animals to die becoz of me again~~
complex feelings while having this lab session. for once i wondered why i landed myself in vet science course, and aso started to question myself wat i am doing all this for.. izzit worth it? life is all about sacrificing something to make life better for another. does human being more superior den animals give us the right to kill them for research and educational purposes? maybe mostly will say yes.. but coming back to tink about it, isn't animals living thing too? if you love animals, you have to first kill them.. i wonder when will i start to accept this cruel reality.
during the experiment.. we tried to inject stuff into different parts of the mouse, den we draw blood from its tail and eye and heart. yes.. heart! poke the needle right into the heart just to collect a few ml of blood. its basically time to say byebye to the mousie after you've taken blood from its heart, coz the next step is to put it to sleep. if you tink that the worse is over..well maybe it is for the mouse.. but for me, the worse part is to hold the mouse and see it slowly gasping for air, struggling to survive, and dying off. to be honest, i nearly broke down when i see the mouse losing concious on my hand. for that instant, i felt life is so precious. never liked the feeling of a life slipping away on my hand, or be it around me. i lost richie once.. i never wan any other animals to die becoz of me again~~
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Usually its the people closest to you that hurt you the deepest.
sometimes i just wish i could just dun bother.. but i can't.
sometimes i just wish i could just dun bother.. but i can't.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
i seriously get wat it means when they say you mean the world to your pet. i love snowy~!! she's so cute.. goodness! coz i came home really late today and everyone was asleep. snowy couldn't really see me, but when she realise i came back..she totally jumped out of bed and hop onto me. love hugging her and her presence simply makes me feel as if nothing else matters.
oh well, just came home from a long day. i can't believe i was still eating at 12 midnight la. aniway, thanks jasper for sending us home! dun tink he'll get to see dis aso la.. but aniway see he send so many ppl home ar.. wah can imagine the amount he'll have to spend on petrol. you rockz man jasper! well, coz i went church for some cg nite thingie.. ended round 9 plus. oh, had the fourth cake for my birthday.. -.-" lets see if it ever hits 5..haha joking.. hmm, den they wanted to go somewhere to chill. went to grapevine..too crowded. wanted to go eat durians..rather lame idea. den we went serangoon gardens coffee bean..no seats either. ended up in cartel. left round 12 plus la.. super tired can..
arh well, went skool for recom.tech lab today. dr lim was acting macho in front of the new female teacher.. but i tot it was a failure coz no matter how angry he appears, we dun seems to care at all. but to mention the new teacher.. she's power. super successful la. she managed to let 99.9% of the class dislike her in less den 2 hours. actually i'm quite neutral.. but it seems like she's irritated alot of ppl liao..haha.
oh.. meet up with barbarians yesterday. spend alot of money loh! i'm gonna be super broke la.. guess my hard disk will have to wait till next month or wat liaoz. but we did had a barbaric time together.. i can proundly say that we're the noisiest group wherever we go. arh its abit sad that zhen moved house to so far away. haven't seen her for so long.. wonder next week barbarians anniversary she going not la. our dear maid said last night that since she moved house, it shall mark the end of our frenship..haha. well, i believe wherever she goes.. the barbaric spirit shall live! haha i'm getting high.. too tired le.. shall go rest soon liaoz. argh, haven't write my diary yet..
oh well, just came home from a long day. i can't believe i was still eating at 12 midnight la. aniway, thanks jasper for sending us home! dun tink he'll get to see dis aso la.. but aniway see he send so many ppl home ar.. wah can imagine the amount he'll have to spend on petrol. you rockz man jasper! well, coz i went church for some cg nite thingie.. ended round 9 plus. oh, had the fourth cake for my birthday.. -.-" lets see if it ever hits 5..haha joking.. hmm, den they wanted to go somewhere to chill. went to grapevine..too crowded. wanted to go eat durians..rather lame idea. den we went serangoon gardens coffee bean..no seats either. ended up in cartel. left round 12 plus la.. super tired can..
arh well, went skool for recom.tech lab today. dr lim was acting macho in front of the new female teacher.. but i tot it was a failure coz no matter how angry he appears, we dun seems to care at all. but to mention the new teacher.. she's power. super successful la. she managed to let 99.9% of the class dislike her in less den 2 hours. actually i'm quite neutral.. but it seems like she's irritated alot of ppl liao..haha.
oh.. meet up with barbarians yesterday. spend alot of money loh! i'm gonna be super broke la.. guess my hard disk will have to wait till next month or wat liaoz. but we did had a barbaric time together.. i can proundly say that we're the noisiest group wherever we go. arh its abit sad that zhen moved house to so far away. haven't seen her for so long.. wonder next week barbarians anniversary she going not la. our dear maid said last night that since she moved house, it shall mark the end of our frenship..haha. well, i believe wherever she goes.. the barbaric spirit shall live! haha i'm getting high.. too tired le.. shall go rest soon liaoz. argh, haven't write my diary yet..
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Its the first time we actually started doing real experiments on animals. the lab session today was wat i had wished for since the day i chose vet science.. but somehow, felt so unconfortable when i was in the lab. we were learning on handling mouse today..two to a mouse. well, when i see those little things being handled.. of coz, everyone is not trained and we're just practising.. so more or less we may hurt them a little. but i seriously cannot stand it when ppl who just dun like animals handle the animals so rough and hurting the mouse! for a moment i really feel that the skool should have some policy like selecting the students before allowing ppl to study courses like that. its no use saying how well structured they are in protecting the animals, treating them humanely and stuff.. den on the other hand its the students' bochap attitude that is causing harm to the little animals. i saw mouse been handled so badly.. den got a mouse fell from the table to the floor twice.. and worse still, the teacher trying so hard to force the feeding tube down the poor mouse's throat!
oh well, i love my mousie.. its so cute! ok the mouse looks more or less the same..haha. but well, we named our mouse tootsie. later we labelled her with the number 2. arh the labelling part is scary.. punch a hole on the ear la~! tootsie was super hyper and aggressive at first, tried to bite when people touch her. later she become rather tame and calm. i wonder if she really recognise us as her owner..haha. well, someone once said.. never name the lab animals were taking care of. its bad when we start to have feeling towards the little mousie.. wat if one day she is used for experiment, and next moment she's gone.. oh man~
oh by the way.. yesterday night managed to call in 93.3fm again. was in a sleepy mode, plus got flu.. the dj also know i super sleepy loh. haha.. aniway, guess its really wat they call birthday luck loh.. didn't even try for long before i got through. aniway gonna study for quiz le...
oh well, i love my mousie.. its so cute! ok the mouse looks more or less the same..haha. but well, we named our mouse tootsie. later we labelled her with the number 2. arh the labelling part is scary.. punch a hole on the ear la~! tootsie was super hyper and aggressive at first, tried to bite when people touch her. later she become rather tame and calm. i wonder if she really recognise us as her owner..haha. well, someone once said.. never name the lab animals were taking care of. its bad when we start to have feeling towards the little mousie.. wat if one day she is used for experiment, and next moment she's gone.. oh man~
oh by the way.. yesterday night managed to call in 93.3fm again. was in a sleepy mode, plus got flu.. the dj also know i super sleepy loh. haha.. aniway, guess its really wat they call birthday luck loh.. didn't even try for long before i got through. aniway gonna study for quiz le...
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Its my birthday today.. yeah turned 21 le~! wow.. everythg feels..the same. wake up as usual, go to skool, had quiz, and tutorial quiz! well, though half the time it was like a discussion more den tut quiz.. haha. i gues the teacher knows aso, just dat he can't really be bothered la.
well, the class celebrated my birthday for me during apel lesson. its like the 3rd time i blow candle le.. birthday is really a fattening period..haha. hmm, i dun really know wat to wish for..so made the same wish all three times. does that mean triple the power? heehee.. nah, wish cannot say out.. later dun work.
aniway.. just wanna say thanks to all the well wishes and the gifts! i really apreciate all of them! well, i'm not a person who will show everything through expression.. and i really duno how to express myself well face to face.. but seriously, i'm touched by wat you people have done.. thanks so much! i'm thankful for all my frens.. love you ppl.. =)
well, the class celebrated my birthday for me during apel lesson. its like the 3rd time i blow candle le.. birthday is really a fattening period..haha. hmm, i dun really know wat to wish for..so made the same wish all three times. does that mean triple the power? heehee.. nah, wish cannot say out.. later dun work.
aniway.. just wanna say thanks to all the well wishes and the gifts! i really apreciate all of them! well, i'm not a person who will show everything through expression.. and i really duno how to express myself well face to face.. but seriously, i'm touched by wat you people have done.. thanks so much! i'm thankful for all my frens.. love you ppl.. =)
Monday, May 15, 2006
oh man.. woke up from a series of dreams earlier on. guess wat.. junyang appeared in my dreams! arh.. all i remember was we actually managed to tok..haa.. aniway, didn't have a proper sleep la, thanks to all those dreams.. -.-"
oh well, spent my mother's day yesterday with my friends insteads of my mum la. all i gave to my mum was a bookmark given by children ministry. well, the kids were doing handicraft la.. den there got extra material..so yah, gave one to my mum. Aniway, met my poly frens after service loh. went to tendy's house..which is at toa payoh also. half the time we're trying to cook the food, and the other half trying to finish them up..haha. hmm, they attempted to drag me into the water.. but lucky i siam..haa! aniway, they got me a cake..ok a slice of cake..haha. was intending to come home to have dinner with my parents one, ended up 11 den reach home. coz we were happily chatting and watching dvd at her house la. erm, chatting seems more like gossiping session to me.
aniway.. came home only to find that my mum actually got me a cake..mango cake! we were cutting cake at12 midnight la.. dats like so.. its been ages since my parents bought me a cake.. coz basically no one actually eats the cake..so no point buying also. not that no one likes cake.. i love them.. but fattening la.
oh well, spent my mother's day yesterday with my friends insteads of my mum la. all i gave to my mum was a bookmark given by children ministry. well, the kids were doing handicraft la.. den there got extra material..so yah, gave one to my mum. Aniway, met my poly frens after service loh. went to tendy's house..which is at toa payoh also. half the time we're trying to cook the food, and the other half trying to finish them up..haha. hmm, they attempted to drag me into the water.. but lucky i siam..haa! aniway, they got me a cake..ok a slice of cake..haha. was intending to come home to have dinner with my parents one, ended up 11 den reach home. coz we were happily chatting and watching dvd at her house la. erm, chatting seems more like gossiping session to me.
aniway.. came home only to find that my mum actually got me a cake..mango cake! we were cutting cake at12 midnight la.. dats like so.. its been ages since my parents bought me a cake.. coz basically no one actually eats the cake..so no point buying also. not that no one likes cake.. i love them.. but fattening la.
My 21st birthday cake
Snowy sulking coz she doesn't get her share of the cake..
Friday, May 12, 2006
i'm cooked le.. if i were a cow i'll be like medium rare now loh. i wonder wats the pleasure behind sun tanning.. you get red, den it hurts.. and you dun get tan in the end..wow! i'd rather be in the rain den in the sun.. but provided i got extra shirt la..haha. well, i guess i experienced both today. spent an afternoon at the beach.. half the time i was trying to teach chicken to ride a bide. i never knew it was so difficult to learn riding a bike.. it made me tink how long did my parents got me to learn it. maybe its really abit too old to start learning at the age of 20 ar.. Please chicken, learn how to ride soon k~! den next time we dun have to ride double bike animore! haha.. later after our lunch we got caught in the rain la. they're super high.. rain quite heavily still wanna continue.. first got burnt den got wet.. -.-"
aniway, skool is coming to a stand still point for me. maybe not so much about skool work.. but i guess its the interpersonal relationships and stuff. i'm getting real uncomfortable the way it is now. feels as if i dun have a choice for the things i do now.. kept being pushed forward by the current. its an uneasy situation i am caught in. i'm in between two choices.. i'll lose out either way. can anyone save me~!?
aniway, skool is coming to a stand still point for me. maybe not so much about skool work.. but i guess its the interpersonal relationships and stuff. i'm getting real uncomfortable the way it is now. feels as if i dun have a choice for the things i do now.. kept being pushed forward by the current. its an uneasy situation i am caught in. i'm in between two choices.. i'll lose out either way. can anyone save me~!?
A fren send me an article.. felt super sad after reading it. Stories like that never fail to bring tears to my eyes. just to share it with everyone.. hope it touches every heart that reads this, just like it touches mine..
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At The Rainbow Bridge
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Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....
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~~i miss Richie..wonder how he is if he were still...
i know in reality the rainbow bridge may not exist, but in the hearts of all pet lover.. i believe there'll always be a rainbow bridge...
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At The Rainbow Bridge
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Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....
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~~i miss Richie..wonder how he is if he were still...
i know in reality the rainbow bridge may not exist, but in the hearts of all pet lover.. i believe there'll always be a rainbow bridge...
Thursday, May 11, 2006
i am suppose to do alot of stuff today.. but gues i wasted too much time sleeping during the afternoon. but at least i managed to complete my assignment. Aniway, i am feeling happy.. coz i finally learn how to play the guitar intro for the collin raye song, love me~!! haa.. oh man, its an accomplishment! though it doesn't sounds quite right without the capo thing.. but its ok! sing it abit lower loh..haha! ok its late..tomolo is a long long day in skool.. shall sleep le!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
wah finally can blog~! this website trying to play a fool with me la.. can't load the page loh! took 2 hrs to get this thg up.. sicko.. Aniway, i have a thousand and one things to blog about. its been only a few days.. but like so many things happen la. and serisouly my memory not very good.. some stuff actually i wanted to blog, but all forget le.. haha. well was quite lame just now. in my parents room.. den my mum listening to ufm100.3. i was just commenting that their line super easy to get through..no kick at all. den i for fun pick up the phone and dial.. next moment i got through. was super shock and amused..haha..so was my mum. the funniest part is toking to the dj. i dun even noe her name! i told her i just happened to listen to her programme and called in for fun.. den i guess she must have felt super disgusted toking to me..
aarh yes.. elections are over. PAP got 82 out of 84 seats. hm.. dats not the point. the thing that shock me most is, i realise many youngsters would wanna vote for opposition. i dun mean dat voting for oppositions is wrong.. but if putting opposition party in parliament is simply just to add an opposing voice, and we vote without considering their capabilities.. den something is wrong sumwhere. i seriously hope our economy can improve in the coming years.. at least we get a good pay when we start working.
den i've got a good news and a bad news recently too. good news is.. my grandma gave a red packet for my birthday. bad news.. my mum returned the money to her. well its not very nice to take money from my ah ma aso la.. she's old le and not exactly rich. guess i just have to convince myself that its the tot that counts.. but i like counting money too wor~! actually i was tinking was all this about turning 21. not as if the world would become a better place, or maybe you'll become smarter. all i see is that i'm just growing older by another year. but seriously, i feel i'm getting more slack as i grow older.. bad trend! i can't help it.. no motivation..
aarh yes.. elections are over. PAP got 82 out of 84 seats. hm.. dats not the point. the thing that shock me most is, i realise many youngsters would wanna vote for opposition. i dun mean dat voting for oppositions is wrong.. but if putting opposition party in parliament is simply just to add an opposing voice, and we vote without considering their capabilities.. den something is wrong sumwhere. i seriously hope our economy can improve in the coming years.. at least we get a good pay when we start working.
den i've got a good news and a bad news recently too. good news is.. my grandma gave a red packet for my birthday. bad news.. my mum returned the money to her. well its not very nice to take money from my ah ma aso la.. she's old le and not exactly rich. guess i just have to convince myself that its the tot that counts.. but i like counting money too wor~! actually i was tinking was all this about turning 21. not as if the world would become a better place, or maybe you'll become smarter. all i see is that i'm just growing older by another year. but seriously, i feel i'm getting more slack as i grow older.. bad trend! i can't help it.. no motivation..
Saturday, May 06, 2006
argh i really lack exercise.. went swimming just now. realise my stamina is not even half as good as the past. swim maybe say 20 odd laps only and i'm tired le. oh well.. i miss playing badminton. haven't touch my racket for a long long time. Arh yes.. was swimming at serangoon swimming complex just now. den the stadium next door was having an opposition election rally. oh man i hate those crowds! i can't really believe it.. never seen serangoon so crowded before for the 20 years living there! the whole stadium was filled, the roads outside was packed with ppl.. even the overhead bridge, the swimming complex corridor.. all accessible places are fully utilised. the roads leading towards the stadium were jammed.. traffic was like crazy, police everywhere.. and still, crowds were still heading towards the stadium. we were nearly trapped inside the swimming pool loh.. coz its almost impossible to walk outside la.
oh well, went skool for only an hour of lab session. den went serangoon after that to swim liaoz. oh yah.. went to attend another election rally around 9. not the one at serangoon stadium la.. went to the hougang area one..PAP's election rally. haha.. saw MP george yeo! and senior minister Mr goh. haha.. my mum says MP george yeo is my idol, and for once i chose a better person as idol..haha. honestly speaking, i find it quite cool to be able to be so up close to all these MPs and all. coz usually you won't even see them around or wat.. yet at these time they're just at your neighbourhood. Mr george yeo is so cute..haha.. he's so serious when speaking in english.. the moment he speaks chinese, its so obvious that he's rather uncomfortable, and he'll start smiling away. arrr so cute.. Hmm, aniway izzit illegal to tok about election stuff here? must i state a disclaimer towards siding any party or stuff? well election is tomolo le.. my blog entry won't make any difference too. anyway.. all my batch people also can't vote yet.. so wasted sia!!!
oh well, went skool for only an hour of lab session. den went serangoon after that to swim liaoz. oh yah.. went to attend another election rally around 9. not the one at serangoon stadium la.. went to the hougang area one..PAP's election rally. haha.. saw MP george yeo! and senior minister Mr goh. haha.. my mum says MP george yeo is my idol, and for once i chose a better person as idol..haha. honestly speaking, i find it quite cool to be able to be so up close to all these MPs and all. coz usually you won't even see them around or wat.. yet at these time they're just at your neighbourhood. Mr george yeo is so cute..haha.. he's so serious when speaking in english.. the moment he speaks chinese, its so obvious that he's rather uncomfortable, and he'll start smiling away. arrr so cute.. Hmm, aniway izzit illegal to tok about election stuff here? must i state a disclaimer towards siding any party or stuff? well election is tomolo le.. my blog entry won't make any difference too. anyway.. all my batch people also can't vote yet.. so wasted sia!!!
Thursday, May 04, 2006
lastest update.. i've finally managed to drop bpharm. seriously, now that i've gotten rid of that subject.. i dun exactly feel happy too. well, without the subject really makes my timetable much much better.. but somehow i really dun mind learning abit extra, provided its not counted into my gpa lah. Aniway, i am like contradicting myself. Oh well, was doing my tutorial worksheet earlier on.. like the subject very much. surgical and anaesthetic principles.. so fun, but i believe its not gonna be an easy subject. wonder if i'll be able to do well for it not. the past one and a half week in skool is in a mess i could say.. i feel like i'm like lost in space.. floating about with no aim.
well, today someone asked me how i wanna celebrate my birthday. honestly speaking, i've not tot about this qns at all la. hmm i guess i'd rather not tink about it la.. maybe its becoz the higher the hopes the greater the disappointment.. or perhaps i'd rather it to be a surprise or wat ba. haha.. i wish junyang can celebrate birthday with me~! sounds crazy.. but aniway, which birthday wish is not out of the world..haha. seems like recently i've been living in my own fantasy world.. at least its a place where my imagination can run wild, where i could be myself...
well, today someone asked me how i wanna celebrate my birthday. honestly speaking, i've not tot about this qns at all la. hmm i guess i'd rather not tink about it la.. maybe its becoz the higher the hopes the greater the disappointment.. or perhaps i'd rather it to be a surprise or wat ba. haha.. i wish junyang can celebrate birthday with me~! sounds crazy.. but aniway, which birthday wish is not out of the world..haha. seems like recently i've been living in my own fantasy world.. at least its a place where my imagination can run wild, where i could be myself...
Monday, May 01, 2006
wow i'm super angry with my irritating timetable! the subject basic pharmacology is still there!! this has been the Hot issue for the past week in skool la. almost everyone in biotech who has dis subject wans to drop it.. yet we can't. the teachers gave us some reasons.. and they seems more like excuses to me. but aniway, the part that makes my blood boil is when the subject lecturer actually turn around and start blaming us! she say we dun accept challenges.. and we are not responsible.. and wats worse.. we have bad attitude! oh my.. she really is forcing me to scold vulgarities man! testing the limit of my patience and endurance.. The whole bunch of us have been actively looking for teacher in charge to settle this problem.. but the response we get is super bad. wat write a letter to explain your reason.. den the best part is they sent us away by saying..'check your timetable on monday to see if the subject is still there, if its there means you have to take it'.. wat the...! darn.. and the subject is still there..wat can we do now? the period of add/drop subj is over le.
Aniway i realise i'm getting used to words like f**k.. hmm, i guess its bad influence in skool ar..haha. Seriously, i can sense myself facing lots of temptations and trials. i dun know if i am strong enough to actually overcome all these.. i'm so drained liaoz.
oh.. i attended an election rally earlier on just now. okay i'm not here to discuss politics. i just wanna say wat i see. actually i felt rather disgusted when i was among the people. i see a really ugly side of singaporeans. its the way of tinking and behaving..extremely childish! and i don't mean kids or youths.. its those adults, or even senior citizens.. i dun quite believe and accept wat i see and experience there loh. why can't singaporeans learn to use more brains. just have to be abit more logical and practical can?! Aniway.. above is just strictly personal opinion. no political agendas. please do not try to sue me for anithg k..
Aniway i realise i'm getting used to words like f**k.. hmm, i guess its bad influence in skool ar..haha. Seriously, i can sense myself facing lots of temptations and trials. i dun know if i am strong enough to actually overcome all these.. i'm so drained liaoz.
oh.. i attended an election rally earlier on just now. okay i'm not here to discuss politics. i just wanna say wat i see. actually i felt rather disgusted when i was among the people. i see a really ugly side of singaporeans. its the way of tinking and behaving..extremely childish! and i don't mean kids or youths.. its those adults, or even senior citizens.. i dun quite believe and accept wat i see and experience there loh. why can't singaporeans learn to use more brains. just have to be abit more logical and practical can?! Aniway.. above is just strictly personal opinion. no political agendas. please do not try to sue me for anithg k..