Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Starting to wonder if i'm getting sea sick or sumthg.. my head seems to be spinning internally. i tot by sleeping earlier yesterday nite, it'll help to improve the condition abit.. but apparently it didn't. hmm maybe i didn't exactly sleep really early yesterday nite aso la. Oh well, i started watching a new tvb show today. its seriously not my kind of show la.. that kind of plot and all. but well, i'm still watching it. the show is called 'the charm beneath'.. tink i haven't really found That hidden charm of the show yet..haa.
Hmm..i maybe working next week as promoter in town area. a fren got me the job.. but till now i'm still unclear of wat the job is about. everything is like not confirmed at all. but aniway, just wanna earn some extra cash la..haha~!!
Hmm..i maybe working next week as promoter in town area. a fren got me the job.. but till now i'm still unclear of wat the job is about. everything is like not confirmed at all. but aniway, just wanna earn some extra cash la..haha~!!
Monday, March 27, 2006
Sianz.. i'm not exactly feeling very well dis two days. keeping having dizzy spells and headaches. my mum was asking me to go to the chinese physician with her for treatment or some sort. Hm, i dun quite like the idea of going there to be twisted or experimented with all kinds of funny stuff.
Wanted to go swimming today actually.. den it started raining so heavily since morning! thats like..wow thanks! was practically trapped at home loh.. couldn't go out to cycle as well. but even without the rain, given my dizzy condition now..better not to cycle on the road aso. haha yesterday morning i drove to church.. my parents was abit worried. they said i drove so fast.. and abit too barbaric..haa~!
ok feeling giddy again. i guess i shall go rest le..
Wanted to go swimming today actually.. den it started raining so heavily since morning! thats like..wow thanks! was practically trapped at home loh.. couldn't go out to cycle as well. but even without the rain, given my dizzy condition now..better not to cycle on the road aso. haha yesterday morning i drove to church.. my parents was abit worried. they said i drove so fast.. and abit too barbaric..haa~!
ok feeling giddy again. i guess i shall go rest le..
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Just came back from the vietnam trip reunion dinner. F-U-N.. fun is the word. haha.. oh no, i'm like poisoned by them liao.. like H-E-L-L-O hello.. Oh well, we went fish & co at opposite PS there to have dinner. we're like the biggest and noisiest group there la. The best part was the birthday celebration of dr chang and lifang~haha! we're like totally crazy~! they got the singer downstairs to sing a birthday song to each of the two of them, den the waitress came in with our cake. the cake is custom made with our picture printed on it! Hmm.. they got dr chang a G-string.. and we made him wear it and stand on the chair somemore loh!
Its such a crazy night.. i'm still extremely full now ar! the portion is so huge! Aniway we stayed till 10 plus den i came back lo. some of them still wanted to stay and tok la.. but the group of us went off first.
And well, coming to tink about philosophies again.. i realised philosophies are derieved from teachings. as far as i know.. Jet Li's philosophies are more of religion based. he applies alot of his buddhist teachings to his life and tries to live them out. It makes me start tinking.. Den i recalled dis QT a few days ago. Prayerful tinking. i've not realised it den.. but it struck me now. i've always tot tinking too much into detail is bad.. but never did i know that engaging in constructive tinking can be a way to praising and worshipping. hmm.. our deep thoughts and feelings and our praying can be interwoven. Prayerful thinking leads to purposeful thanking.. dats sumthg new.
Its such a crazy night.. i'm still extremely full now ar! the portion is so huge! Aniway we stayed till 10 plus den i came back lo. some of them still wanted to stay and tok la.. but the group of us went off first.
And well, coming to tink about philosophies again.. i realised philosophies are derieved from teachings. as far as i know.. Jet Li's philosophies are more of religion based. he applies alot of his buddhist teachings to his life and tries to live them out. It makes me start tinking.. Den i recalled dis QT a few days ago. Prayerful tinking. i've not realised it den.. but it struck me now. i've always tot tinking too much into detail is bad.. but never did i know that engaging in constructive tinking can be a way to praising and worshipping. hmm.. our deep thoughts and feelings and our praying can be interwoven. Prayerful thinking leads to purposeful thanking.. dats sumthg new.
Friday, March 24, 2006
Was toking to my mum earlier on.. den happen to tok about some stuff that i encountered during the vietnam trip. i was reminded of this chinese saying ‘三人行必有我师’.. erm in english it means like, no matter where i go and what type of people i encounter, i'll find that one of my fellow travellers is bound to possess something of value for me to learn from. well, i tink the value doesn't literally means good character or sumthg. it may be a subtle lesson, but nonetheless it'll be worth learning. tinking back.. i did learn stuff from the trip. especially lessons on endurance.. haha..
after watching like countless movies within a few days.. i realised that the 配音 for a show is actually very important. cause it happen yesterday night while i was watching this new dvd. den the stupid dvd setting is in french or duno wat..er aniway its a language that is totally foreign to me la. everything i select is by guessing.. den the starting of the movie i practically watched it in so many different languages. To my surprise, they actually all sounded different. of coz all languages Are different, but wat i meant is.. the story is like rather different.. some is more gentle, some more barbaric and stuff. quite cool eh.. learning sumthing from my slacking time..haa~!
Oh well, tomolo is the vietnam trip reunion dinner lo!! hmm looking forward to it eh. its gonna be fun. Plus we're gonna have birthday celebration for three of them..*Shh its suppose to be a secret* haha.. Hm, i doubt any of them actually knows of my blog, not to even mention reading it. so i suppose this secret will be kept till tomolo..heehee.. Wonder how crazy can we be tomolo~
Oh well, tomolo is the vietnam trip reunion dinner lo!! hmm looking forward to it eh. its gonna be fun. Plus we're gonna have birthday celebration for three of them..*Shh its suppose to be a secret* haha.. Hm, i doubt any of them actually knows of my blog, not to even mention reading it. so i suppose this secret will be kept till tomolo..heehee.. Wonder how crazy can we be tomolo~
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
oh mine.. i'm going mad soon~! the noise is deafening!! the unit beside mine started renovation.. the workers next door is drilling the floor or sumthing.. super noisy! Got woken up by the noise this morning.. and it lasted all the way till now!! I still tot its earthquake or something la. The noise super power one sia.. in my room like got surround system loh!! Ooo mine.. when are they gonna stop~~!
I was surfing the net a moment ago where i came across this message posted.. It’s about philosophy and religion. Extracted some parts of the message where I felt it really brings out the meaning well...
"Only through a lifestyle of generosity, kindness, and love, and a positive contribution to humankind can one consider oneself a true practitioner of any religion."
"All difference comes down to degree, not substance...for example...Air is air, but people make differentiations between "good air" and "bad air." Fresh air is "better" because it is constituted by a higher percentage of breathable air. Now, is smog really "worse", or does it just contain a lower percentage of clean air?"...it's just a matter of degree."
Oh wow..looks like i extracted quite abit. its less den 5% of the webpage, so still doesn't count as plagiarism..haha~! Aniway, this message is posted by Jet Li, Li Lian Jie.. yeah the movie actor. He's a devout buddhist, but the stuff he said really makes good sense. Somehow i really admire him, able to put into words such tinkings and ideas. I seriously can't do that.. i'm extremely bad with words, or maybe put it another way, i can't express myself fully with words.
I'd always liked watching Jet Li's movie.. love action and kungfu stuff. Did want to learn martial arts when i was young, but my mum refuse coz she tinks i'm tomboy enuff, so shouldn't go and learn such stuff animore. Oh well, i bought a whole collection of Jet Li's movies during my vietnam trip.. spent the most money on that actually..haha. Its so cool la.. from his very first movie all the way till more recent flims. I'm gonna be occupied for very long just to watch all the movies once. Aniway, my mum always said i have a fetish for old guys and guys with small eyes. Hmm well, i guess i agree with her too..
Was keeping myself busy at home dis few days by watching tv and going online to surf the net. at the same time, i am tinking how i can actually improve my GPA for the last year of study. heard news that people who scored well actually research their own lecture materials online.. maybe i should do likewise.. hmm, sounds abit insane..
"Only through a lifestyle of generosity, kindness, and love, and a positive contribution to humankind can one consider oneself a true practitioner of any religion."
"All difference comes down to degree, not substance...for example...Air is air, but people make differentiations between "good air" and "bad air." Fresh air is "better" because it is constituted by a higher percentage of breathable air. Now, is smog really "worse", or does it just contain a lower percentage of clean air?"...it's just a matter of degree."
Oh wow..looks like i extracted quite abit. its less den 5% of the webpage, so still doesn't count as plagiarism..haha~! Aniway, this message is posted by Jet Li, Li Lian Jie.. yeah the movie actor. He's a devout buddhist, but the stuff he said really makes good sense. Somehow i really admire him, able to put into words such tinkings and ideas. I seriously can't do that.. i'm extremely bad with words, or maybe put it another way, i can't express myself fully with words.
I'd always liked watching Jet Li's movie.. love action and kungfu stuff. Did want to learn martial arts when i was young, but my mum refuse coz she tinks i'm tomboy enuff, so shouldn't go and learn such stuff animore. Oh well, i bought a whole collection of Jet Li's movies during my vietnam trip.. spent the most money on that actually..haha. Its so cool la.. from his very first movie all the way till more recent flims. I'm gonna be occupied for very long just to watch all the movies once. Aniway, my mum always said i have a fetish for old guys and guys with small eyes. Hmm well, i guess i agree with her too..
Was keeping myself busy at home dis few days by watching tv and going online to surf the net. at the same time, i am tinking how i can actually improve my GPA for the last year of study. heard news that people who scored well actually research their own lecture materials online.. maybe i should do likewise.. hmm, sounds abit insane..
Monday, March 20, 2006
Argh..my teacher says the travel bug is a difficult one to handle. once u get bitten, u'll be 'poisoned' for life.. i totally agree! so do the whole grp of the vietnam ppl i tink.. we're all suffering from post-vietnam syndrome still. like all dying to go out and explore the world.. *as if money isn't the concern at all* Oh well, its good to go while we're still young and active.. not like when we're older and have difficulty walking..(sounds like my situation now eh?) But aniway..do hope my teacher can plan another similar trip soon.
Well, its my dad's birthday today~ its quite an eventful day i tink. Early in the morning i was looking for my camera casing.. den i tot i lost it the day when i reach spore. my mum even wanted to go back to changi airport to ask lost n found. Den somehow..much later in the day, my dad found it in one of the backpack that i intend to return to the barbarians. Oh well, den in the afternoon, we went to people's park there to look at travel packages to taiwan. my mum is super enthu bout askin the tour thing. instead, i was so sianz. i'm not ready to go on another trip yet la. But well, tink she already confirm the 8 days tour package with the tour agency le.. i Can't Believe it!! whole family go overseas togeher is super ex la! plus if we were to go all together.. den who's gonna look after snowy!? i'm gonna be super worried bout snowy la..
aniway, we celebrated my dad's birthday by going to this buffet dinner at some duno wat hotel. the hotel seriously don't look posh at all.. like some 3 star hotel at most. seriously the food dun really have alot..but it still taste quite ok. aiyah, if not for the voucher for two free adult, i doubt we'll ever step into that place to eat la! i won that voucher last yr from the crimewatch programme.. den till now we haven't used the voucher yet ma. so my mum say we shall all go eat together. like 3 person paying the price of 1.. haha. basically, i really dun tink i'll ever go back to that place to eat la.. unless i got another voucher~! hahaa..
Hmm..it was in church today that i realise so many people actually know about my vietnam incident. hmm, my mum can really spread the word sia~ But it was the prayers that really kept me going also i guess. my mum told me not to worry bout the trip, coz she informed ppl and ask for help to pray for me.. that was the strength that i held on to for the last few days of the trip. if not.. i also duno wat might happen to me.. like breakdown or sumthg. it can get quite irritating sometimes when facing such unexpected problems. Yah just wanna thank all who prayed for me! barbarians prayed for me too rite.. thanks people! =)
Well, its my dad's birthday today~ its quite an eventful day i tink. Early in the morning i was looking for my camera casing.. den i tot i lost it the day when i reach spore. my mum even wanted to go back to changi airport to ask lost n found. Den somehow..much later in the day, my dad found it in one of the backpack that i intend to return to the barbarians. Oh well, den in the afternoon, we went to people's park there to look at travel packages to taiwan. my mum is super enthu bout askin the tour thing. instead, i was so sianz. i'm not ready to go on another trip yet la. But well, tink she already confirm the 8 days tour package with the tour agency le.. i Can't Believe it!! whole family go overseas togeher is super ex la! plus if we were to go all together.. den who's gonna look after snowy!? i'm gonna be super worried bout snowy la..
aniway, we celebrated my dad's birthday by going to this buffet dinner at some duno wat hotel. the hotel seriously don't look posh at all.. like some 3 star hotel at most. seriously the food dun really have alot..but it still taste quite ok. aiyah, if not for the voucher for two free adult, i doubt we'll ever step into that place to eat la! i won that voucher last yr from the crimewatch programme.. den till now we haven't used the voucher yet ma. so my mum say we shall all go eat together. like 3 person paying the price of 1.. haha. basically, i really dun tink i'll ever go back to that place to eat la.. unless i got another voucher~! hahaa..
Hmm..it was in church today that i realise so many people actually know about my vietnam incident. hmm, my mum can really spread the word sia~ But it was the prayers that really kept me going also i guess. my mum told me not to worry bout the trip, coz she informed ppl and ask for help to pray for me.. that was the strength that i held on to for the last few days of the trip. if not.. i also duno wat might happen to me.. like breakdown or sumthg. it can get quite irritating sometimes when facing such unexpected problems. Yah just wanna thank all who prayed for me! barbarians prayed for me too rite.. thanks people! =)
Friday, March 17, 2006
Was surfing the web awhile ago.. came across this posted msg. some parts of the msg left deep impressions..
"不聪明，不靓仔，没有大成就，难道就要悲观绝望到跳楼？即使平凡而卑微，也可以开开心心的，不是吗？"
"人笨一些呢，也有好处，至少学坏比别人难一些，学世故学圆滑比旁人慢一拍。"
the above two phrases are extracted straight from the msg itself..
Happiness is found in the simplest things in life.. yet often we have to go to a great extend to "search" for it. Having frens on msn to tok to, have mp3s to listen, got a bottle of water when you're thirsty, got snowy by my side.. its that simple. i learn this lesson from snowy actually.. she's so easily contented, giving her food, paying attention to her while she's sulking, just calling her name for nothing can make her soo happy.
I wanna be a 笨人.. able to find joy and happiness in every simple thing in life. Learning to treasure life is not a simple thing.. giving thanks for everything we have is just as tough. i just wish that everyone can find the true happiness and joy in their life.. =)
"不聪明，不靓仔，没有大成就，难道就要悲观绝望到跳楼？即使平凡而卑微，也可以开开心心的，不是吗？"
"人笨一些呢，也有好处，至少学坏比别人难一些，学世故学圆滑比旁人慢一拍。"
the above two phrases are extracted straight from the msg itself..
Happiness is found in the simplest things in life.. yet often we have to go to a great extend to "search" for it. Having frens on msn to tok to, have mp3s to listen, got a bottle of water when you're thirsty, got snowy by my side.. its that simple. i learn this lesson from snowy actually.. she's so easily contented, giving her food, paying attention to her while she's sulking, just calling her name for nothing can make her soo happy.
I wanna be a 笨人.. able to find joy and happiness in every simple thing in life. Learning to treasure life is not a simple thing.. giving thanks for everything we have is just as tough. i just wish that everyone can find the true happiness and joy in their life.. =)
Thursday, March 16, 2006
No more P plate!! haha.. its finally one year le. No more hassle of finding and putting the irritating p plate before i attempt to drive. Oh well, although its aready one year.. but i guess my parking skills is still as bad as ever, tink this is wat we call lack of practise.
Aniway, tink i'm not the only one suffering from post-vietnam syndrome. Hah! guess almost everyone in the group misses that place. you'll get to see it through their msn nick, emails, yahoo groups and stuff.. everything still rotates around the topic - vietnam. Hmm, most of us agree that this is the best trip we've been to.. do look forward to the reunion dinner that is coming up in the near future!
oh did i forget to mention that i've checked my exam results in vietnam? yepz.. got the bad news in vietnam. a few of us went to the internet cafe in the hotel to check our results on the day of its release. its quite a stupid choice i guess.. sort of dampes our mood a little after checking. Well, my GPA dropped again! i wanna faint man.. the gpa reached the lowest point ever! haiyo..totally lose confidence in studying already sia..
Aniway, tink i'm not the only one suffering from post-vietnam syndrome. Hah! guess almost everyone in the group misses that place. you'll get to see it through their msn nick, emails, yahoo groups and stuff.. everything still rotates around the topic - vietnam. Hmm, most of us agree that this is the best trip we've been to.. do look forward to the reunion dinner that is coming up in the near future!
oh did i forget to mention that i've checked my exam results in vietnam? yepz.. got the bad news in vietnam. a few of us went to the internet cafe in the hotel to check our results on the day of its release. its quite a stupid choice i guess.. sort of dampes our mood a little after checking. Well, my GPA dropped again! i wanna faint man.. the gpa reached the lowest point ever! haiyo..totally lose confidence in studying already sia..
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Back From Vietnam~!!! oh my..didn't realise 11 days past so quickly. now i'm trying hard to adapt back to life in spore.. especially the difference in temperature!! it was 17 degrees in vietnam when we reach the airport there, and back in spore, its 27 degree celsius.. the difference in temperature is killing me. for once i blast my aircon and yet still feel hot.
oh well, sooo many things happened in the past 11 days. On the whole,the trip was Great! we practically experience air, sea and land activities..haha. tried many things for the first time.. like getting to stay on board a ship for two nights, kayaking to explore caves and capes and nearly getting lost, sleeping overnight in a train cabin, trekking on rice terraces without proper pathway, getting pestered by swarms of villagers, staying in two different villages and bathing with icy cold mountain water, living in the house with chicks, ducklings, piglets, puppy running all around, riding on a motorbike up the tiny mountain road with the driver speeding all the way, getting to soak in hot springs, sitting at the top area of a waterfall.. and seriously there's so much more!! the list just goes on and on..
the living conditions for the trip was far better den wat i've expected. i tot i could lose some weight after the trip but i guess i'm wrong. the food there was in abundance..haha. we get like 6-10 dishes every meal most of the time, even in the villages. the food was even better on board the ship..its seafood for every meal. well, apart from food, the places they arranged for us to stay was cool as well. we stayed in 2 star hotels, but they were just as good. we get to use internet for free in the lobby loh. as for the train cabin, overnight in the junk, and the villages.. they were all memorable experiences. maybe the wheather there is cold, thats why its really comfortable for sleeping..haha.
Vietnam have really scary traffic conditions. there's mostly motorbikes compared to cars. the vehicles are like all over the road.. i wonder why they even bother to put traffic lights and road signs, no one actually looks at these things la. oh, the people there simply love to sound their horn. you'll get to hear the orchestra of horns on the streets every day. and wats more.. they come right beside/behind you and horn right at you.. super loud loh!! we learnt an important lesson for crossing the roads.. "Just close your eyes and walk" yeah man dats it.. dun bother waiting for cars or bikes to stop for you, just cross! the drivers know how to drive around you one la.. its amazing looking at how they drive.
oh i sort of miss that place quite abit.. the whole group of us is funky! the guide said we're the noisiest group he ever taken..haha. well, did enjoy myself for the trip. the teachers are also siao liao loh, especially dr chang! he's super funky and crazy.. during the trek he's always the one trying out all the difficult pathways. Miss tan is cool also..Tink she's the one and only person that will ever trek in a skirt!!! Can you believe it, she doesn't have any pants at all!! all skirts la! Hmm, as for Dr lim, he's home sick all the while. he's so unlike his usual self.. he keeps so quiet and sit around stoning most of the time.
the trips do have weird stuff happening. since the night on the junk glenda started crying coz she heard 'spirits' toking on board, every night there'll be stories to tell la. Everyone will start saying they feel weird sleeping at night.. on the junk, in the villages etc.. stories of ghosts and spirits fills the trip. i've grown from being scared to sianz listening to such stuff. when such stuff are told in excess, you'll start to doubt wat those ppl say. i mean i dun doubt the exsistance of spirits.. but did those ppl really see them, or did they just make it up for the fun of it, or maybe its just being paranoid. i duno wats the actually reason, and i dun wanna guess.. Oh well, my parents were worried when i call home on the 7th day of the trip, i didn't know till i speak to my mum again when i saw her msg to ask me to call home. she actually msged my fren to ask me call home la.. and i was on the train that night. oh well, apparantly she told many ppl it too..
Aniway, so much for now.. i wanna go watch the dvds i bought there le..haha! i've got cracked lips now.. they're abit swollen and it hurts loh!
oh well, sooo many things happened in the past 11 days. On the whole,the trip was Great! we practically experience air, sea and land activities..haha. tried many things for the first time.. like getting to stay on board a ship for two nights, kayaking to explore caves and capes and nearly getting lost, sleeping overnight in a train cabin, trekking on rice terraces without proper pathway, getting pestered by swarms of villagers, staying in two different villages and bathing with icy cold mountain water, living in the house with chicks, ducklings, piglets, puppy running all around, riding on a motorbike up the tiny mountain road with the driver speeding all the way, getting to soak in hot springs, sitting at the top area of a waterfall.. and seriously there's so much more!! the list just goes on and on..
the living conditions for the trip was far better den wat i've expected. i tot i could lose some weight after the trip but i guess i'm wrong. the food there was in abundance..haha. we get like 6-10 dishes every meal most of the time, even in the villages. the food was even better on board the ship..its seafood for every meal. well, apart from food, the places they arranged for us to stay was cool as well. we stayed in 2 star hotels, but they were just as good. we get to use internet for free in the lobby loh. as for the train cabin, overnight in the junk, and the villages.. they were all memorable experiences. maybe the wheather there is cold, thats why its really comfortable for sleeping..haha.
Vietnam have really scary traffic conditions. there's mostly motorbikes compared to cars. the vehicles are like all over the road.. i wonder why they even bother to put traffic lights and road signs, no one actually looks at these things la. oh, the people there simply love to sound their horn. you'll get to hear the orchestra of horns on the streets every day. and wats more.. they come right beside/behind you and horn right at you.. super loud loh!! we learnt an important lesson for crossing the roads.. "Just close your eyes and walk" yeah man dats it.. dun bother waiting for cars or bikes to stop for you, just cross! the drivers know how to drive around you one la.. its amazing looking at how they drive.
oh i sort of miss that place quite abit.. the whole group of us is funky! the guide said we're the noisiest group he ever taken..haha. well, did enjoy myself for the trip. the teachers are also siao liao loh, especially dr chang! he's super funky and crazy.. during the trek he's always the one trying out all the difficult pathways. Miss tan is cool also..Tink she's the one and only person that will ever trek in a skirt!!! Can you believe it, she doesn't have any pants at all!! all skirts la! Hmm, as for Dr lim, he's home sick all the while. he's so unlike his usual self.. he keeps so quiet and sit around stoning most of the time.
the trips do have weird stuff happening. since the night on the junk glenda started crying coz she heard 'spirits' toking on board, every night there'll be stories to tell la. Everyone will start saying they feel weird sleeping at night.. on the junk, in the villages etc.. stories of ghosts and spirits fills the trip. i've grown from being scared to sianz listening to such stuff. when such stuff are told in excess, you'll start to doubt wat those ppl say. i mean i dun doubt the exsistance of spirits.. but did those ppl really see them, or did they just make it up for the fun of it, or maybe its just being paranoid. i duno wats the actually reason, and i dun wanna guess.. Oh well, my parents were worried when i call home on the 7th day of the trip, i didn't know till i speak to my mum again when i saw her msg to ask me to call home. she actually msged my fren to ask me call home la.. and i was on the train that night. oh well, apparantly she told many ppl it too..
Aniway, so much for now.. i wanna go watch the dvds i bought there le..haha! i've got cracked lips now.. they're abit swollen and it hurts loh!
Saturday, March 04, 2006
I'll be at the airport in about 24 hrs time.. oh mine...and i haven't even stuff all the things into my bag la. was taking everything out just now..haha. seriously, i tink i'm having pre-holiday stress..
i'll miss snowy, my bed, computer, tv, and chicken~ haa.. duno if we'll get to eat chicken there la.
i'll miss snowy, my bed, computer, tv, and chicken~ haa.. duno if we'll get to eat chicken there la.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
i tot i could forget wat happen. i tried to. i failed.
was trying to keep myself busy the entire day by doing many things. but even one second of rest will allow my tots to run wild. i went biking all alone. that period of time was good. i took my bike, set out with no destination in mind.. and just rode on and on. the sky was filled with dark clouds but i couldn't care. i like the feeling of the wind on my face. only at that time, i wasn't tinking of anithg. my mind was blank.. all i see is the road ahead. but good things doesn't last.. everything comes back when i reach home.
somehow i feel that the term 'frenship' is getting so shallow. i'm losing confidence in it.
i like gloomy weathers. maybe i'm a pessimistic person.. i feel that rainy days are cool. somehow looking at the rain today seemed to be able to calm me down abit. The raindrops fall like tears from heaven.. maybe even when the world have turned its back on me, God is still there and he knows.
was trying to keep myself busy the entire day by doing many things. but even one second of rest will allow my tots to run wild. i went biking all alone. that period of time was good. i took my bike, set out with no destination in mind.. and just rode on and on. the sky was filled with dark clouds but i couldn't care. i like the feeling of the wind on my face. only at that time, i wasn't tinking of anithg. my mind was blank.. all i see is the road ahead. but good things doesn't last.. everything comes back when i reach home.
somehow i feel that the term 'frenship' is getting so shallow. i'm losing confidence in it.
i like gloomy weathers. maybe i'm a pessimistic person.. i feel that rainy days are cool. somehow looking at the rain today seemed to be able to calm me down abit. The raindrops fall like tears from heaven.. maybe even when the world have turned its back on me, God is still there and he knows.