Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Today is Snowy's birthday~! Everyone sing happy birthday with me come~ **(Happy birthday to you) x2 Happy Birthday to Snowy! Happy birthday to you!** my dearest girl turns 9 today! feel quite happy for her.. safely lived 9 yrs le.. yupz, she'll have many more yrs ahead i believe..
Oh well, i'm feeling really cranky this two days! mood swings can be so terrible that i myself get scared. Well, perhaps its just the few days every month.. I really duno.. i was almost fine in skool, behaving as usual, but i know deep down somewhere i'm not rite. i could be pissed off by the slightest thing you can imagine. had been quite bad tempered at home aso.
well, i somehow feel that my life is quite a failure. things doesn't really seems to turn out right loh.. Was looking through friendster just now, realise that its quite sad when like most of the contacts there i'm already not contacting le. well, they are still friends, but somehow the word 'friend' is just an empty word with no meaning..
hmmm, actually i still have loads of stuff to say.. but i'm extremely tired! i actually fell asleep while watching show just now~! haha.. yah shall sleep liaoz...
Oh well, i'm feeling really cranky this two days! mood swings can be so terrible that i myself get scared. Well, perhaps its just the few days every month.. I really duno.. i was almost fine in skool, behaving as usual, but i know deep down somewhere i'm not rite. i could be pissed off by the slightest thing you can imagine. had been quite bad tempered at home aso.
well, i somehow feel that my life is quite a failure. things doesn't really seems to turn out right loh.. Was looking through friendster just now, realise that its quite sad when like most of the contacts there i'm already not contacting le. well, they are still friends, but somehow the word 'friend' is just an empty word with no meaning..
hmmm, actually i still have loads of stuff to say.. but i'm extremely tired! i actually fell asleep while watching show just now~! haha.. yah shall sleep liaoz...
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Just now was at JJ Lin Jun Jie's campus mini concert @Temasek Poly la. Its a 93.3fm event aso. My tickets is the yellow section.. and its suppose to be at the back part of the TCC. But luckily, we managed to queue up at the first position for our section, so got to choose a really good seat loh. I was with sarah and my classmate glenda.
Felt quite cheated when he sing only like 4 songs den left le lor. the rest of the time was like some competition stuff, den even got ppl from his record company come and sing loh. They're students in his record company the skool la.. and their singing really common loh. i couldn't say it bad, but there's nothg special about it la. the only thg i felt when they performing was, i felt like chasing them off the stage! guitar cannot play properly, den the vocalist abit dead.. tempo all slow one loh. can faint ar~
oh well, JJ did walk off the stage and up the stairs.. but too bad it wasn't at my side la. wasn't as crazy as dis guy.. he ran all the way from my section over to shake jj's hand loh. we all was shocked loh. i tot he crazy seriously.. Aniway, overall it was okay la. A new experience. The concert ended in an hours' time.. everythg happened so quickly, like flash past like dat. It seems like we spent more time queueing for it den watching it. We even skipped a two hour lecure because of it ar.. Well, if not for JJ being so friendly, and he sings so nicely.. i guess all won't have been worthwhile.
oh well, i'm like so switched off now. can't register anythg in my head liaoz.. Spend almost the whole day in skool duno doing wat aso.. only like an hour plus of lesson only. Extra lame. Aniway i'm gonna battery flat le, have to hurry go sleep le...
Felt quite cheated when he sing only like 4 songs den left le lor. the rest of the time was like some competition stuff, den even got ppl from his record company come and sing loh. They're students in his record company the skool la.. and their singing really common loh. i couldn't say it bad, but there's nothg special about it la. the only thg i felt when they performing was, i felt like chasing them off the stage! guitar cannot play properly, den the vocalist abit dead.. tempo all slow one loh. can faint ar~
oh well, JJ did walk off the stage and up the stairs.. but too bad it wasn't at my side la. wasn't as crazy as dis guy.. he ran all the way from my section over to shake jj's hand loh. we all was shocked loh. i tot he crazy seriously.. Aniway, overall it was okay la. A new experience. The concert ended in an hours' time.. everythg happened so quickly, like flash past like dat. It seems like we spent more time queueing for it den watching it. We even skipped a two hour lecure because of it ar.. Well, if not for JJ being so friendly, and he sings so nicely.. i guess all won't have been worthwhile.
oh well, i'm like so switched off now. can't register anythg in my head liaoz.. Spend almost the whole day in skool duno doing wat aso.. only like an hour plus of lesson only. Extra lame. Aniway i'm gonna battery flat le, have to hurry go sleep le...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
i'm suppose to be in bed dreaming rite now.. i'm dead tired.. and in less den a moment my headache, backaches, leg pain and watever aches will be coming. i know they're coming...
its quite an unpleasant day today. long, tiring and rather aimless. a really hectic day in skool, with like a whole chain of tutorials that i'm suppose to attend, lab lessons and presentations. totally drain off all my energy~! had many breaks in between lessons, coz ended early for some. and its a special day where i find no one free to accompany me..haha. spent my time online looking at those online auctions.
well, watever it was.. all the things today seemed so wrong to me. can't really explain it.. and i've got no more energy to explain aso.. better go sleep le! blog another time~~haha..
its quite an unpleasant day today. long, tiring and rather aimless. a really hectic day in skool, with like a whole chain of tutorials that i'm suppose to attend, lab lessons and presentations. totally drain off all my energy~! had many breaks in between lessons, coz ended early for some. and its a special day where i find no one free to accompany me..haha. spent my time online looking at those online auctions.
well, watever it was.. all the things today seemed so wrong to me. can't really explain it.. and i've got no more energy to explain aso.. better go sleep le! blog another time~~haha..
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Just had a really really terrible headache a moment ago. hurts so badly i vomit out all my dinner. Had a really lame day today la. Skool was one hour of lecture only, but spent two hours travelling instead. Aniway, like the lyrics to the song below alot.. yupz..
哭 歌词:阿牛
以前我看到朋友哭 我很羡慕
可是我怎么逗我自己 怎么弄我自己 我的眼泪都流不出
总觉得能够哭的朋友 都很幸福
能够把满腔的无奈 满腔的痛苦 让泪水带走
最苦是泪水哽在心头流不出 就像要爱却不懂怎么去爱
自己哭过后才明白 流过泪的眼睛将生命看得更清楚
只有真正懂得付出的人才懂得何为哭 为何哭
再坚强的心偶尔也会脆弱 心会疼 心也会感动
只有曾经真心付出的人才懂得何为哭 为何哭
泪水要记得为真心保留 眼泪别白白地流
哭 歌词:阿牛
以前我看到朋友哭 我很羡慕
可是我怎么逗我自己 怎么弄我自己 我的眼泪都流不出
总觉得能够哭的朋友 都很幸福
能够把满腔的无奈 满腔的痛苦 让泪水带走
最苦是泪水哽在心头流不出 就像要爱却不懂怎么去爱
自己哭过后才明白 流过泪的眼睛将生命看得更清楚
只有真正懂得付出的人才懂得何为哭 为何哭
再坚强的心偶尔也会脆弱 心会疼 心也会感动
只有曾经真心付出的人才懂得何为哭 为何哭
泪水要记得为真心保留 眼泪别白白地流