Saturday, April 30, 2005
haiyo.. it was so chaotic just now. well, my mum's ex-colleagues came over. den there's a total of three kids la. one of them scared of dog, and he gets really violent when he's afraid, so i have to try to keep snowy out of his sight la. and the problem with the other two is that they're so interested in snowy, they follow her wherever she goes. they even stare at her while she's trying to relieve herself. guess my house has never been so noisy before loh! i was totally exhausted after they left.. of coz, snowy aso dead tired.
oh well, seeing those kids brought up those relationship qns again la. as usual, those aunties would like to ask if i have boyfriend, den my mum would say she wans grandchildren..all these sort of stuff la. well, guess i'm quite immune to these type of qns le lah, just that answering them too often is boring. but seriously la, after working in the childcare and seeing many other cases, dun really dare to have kids next time. just imagine if you give birth to a problem kid, or those mentally slower ones.. wah i dun dare to even tink about it.
Aniway, just rejected this waitress job at the airport one la. dun wan to start working now le, few weeks more den skool reopen le. Haiz..wonder how much can i earn from the miserable childcare job. haha, guess i can't even pay for the accessories of the mp3 player ah. but i tink creative is having promo on the mp3 now, lets hope the price will drop further..hahaa~!
okay shall not tok about that. hmm, i'm currently watching a new tvb show la.. quite boring kind of story, doesn't really interest me much la. watching it just becoz 不要浪费 ma. just watch finish the show 谈判专家, an old tvb show la.. watched before le, but its nice, so watch it again loh. got these quote from the last episode of the show. 每个人都有自己的难题，最重要的是不要将难题无限放大，大的遮住了自己的眼睛，什么都看不见，想不通。very meaningful.. like it alot. =) oh and it reminds me, 格斗天王 episode 14 got one.. 想要逃跑的人根本看不清楚他的敌人在哪里，更不会想要去面对他的敌人。Den episode 15 got this quote aso not bad.. 得到了不一定要高兴，因为得到表示有失去的可能。没有了也不一定要难过，因为没有就有得到的机会。
oh well, seeing those kids brought up those relationship qns again la. as usual, those aunties would like to ask if i have boyfriend, den my mum would say she wans grandchildren..all these sort of stuff la. well, guess i'm quite immune to these type of qns le lah, just that answering them too often is boring. but seriously la, after working in the childcare and seeing many other cases, dun really dare to have kids next time. just imagine if you give birth to a problem kid, or those mentally slower ones.. wah i dun dare to even tink about it.
Aniway, just rejected this waitress job at the airport one la. dun wan to start working now le, few weeks more den skool reopen le. Haiz..wonder how much can i earn from the miserable childcare job. haha, guess i can't even pay for the accessories of the mp3 player ah. but i tink creative is having promo on the mp3 now, lets hope the price will drop further..hahaa~!
okay shall not tok about that. hmm, i'm currently watching a new tvb show la.. quite boring kind of story, doesn't really interest me much la. watching it just becoz 不要浪费 ma. just watch finish the show 谈判专家, an old tvb show la.. watched before le, but its nice, so watch it again loh. got these quote from the last episode of the show. 每个人都有自己的难题，最重要的是不要将难题无限放大，大的遮住了自己的眼睛，什么都看不见，想不通。very meaningful.. like it alot. =) oh and it reminds me, 格斗天王 episode 14 got one.. 想要逃跑的人根本看不清楚他的敌人在哪里，更不会想要去面对他的敌人。Den episode 15 got this quote aso not bad.. 得到了不一定要高兴，因为得到表示有失去的可能。没有了也不一定要难过，因为没有就有得到的机会。
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
wah sianz loh..today woke up quite late, den realise i have to be down at the childcare loh! ended up i didn't eat lunch den go le.. so the whole afternoon my mood wasn't very good la. i finally managed to use the heck-care attitude le. coz today all 7 kids present..and it was a mess loh! those few boys more naughty.. started to fight with the problematic girl. den the few of them started fighting. actually i didn't intend to stop them one, but the younger kids come over and i was afraid they knock onto the younger ones.
seriously la..how nice if i were to take those younger kids. they're so much more adorable! this little boy actually called me mama..haha! i've got motherly face? aniway, younger kids easier to control la. i almost lost my patience with the girl, geraldine. she really problematic! she say she primary two la.. but even simple words she can't read, and she see people play she aso wan to play. worse still, people doing work she go and play with them. she's so problem to an extend that i find her pitiful. the kids are obviously treating her as a joke loh, making fun of her and stuff.. but she tinks that they wans to play with her, and she really enjoys it. the more the guy hit her, the happier she gets.. poor kid.
so much about those monkeys.. my whole day schedule abit messed up. intended to do quite some stuff today one, but end up going to the childcare, there goes my day. den even my 格斗天王 aso haven't watch loh, tink i'll have to watch it tomolo liaoz. argh so sianz~!
seriously la..how nice if i were to take those younger kids. they're so much more adorable! this little boy actually called me mama..haha! i've got motherly face? aniway, younger kids easier to control la. i almost lost my patience with the girl, geraldine. she really problematic! she say she primary two la.. but even simple words she can't read, and she see people play she aso wan to play. worse still, people doing work she go and play with them. she's so problem to an extend that i find her pitiful. the kids are obviously treating her as a joke loh, making fun of her and stuff.. but she tinks that they wans to play with her, and she really enjoys it. the more the guy hit her, the happier she gets.. poor kid.
so much about those monkeys.. my whole day schedule abit messed up. intended to do quite some stuff today one, but end up going to the childcare, there goes my day. den even my 格斗天王 aso haven't watch loh, tink i'll have to watch it tomolo liaoz. argh so sianz~!
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Goodness.. i'm now in the same room as this huge flying insect that resembles a bee or hornet or something of that kind. i duno if i should off my comp immediatly and retreat to my room to hide, or should i wake my father up to get rid of it for me. tink i just chose none of the above, coz here i am now still blogging away. now i can fully experience the feeling of 胆战心惊 and 毛骨悚然..
aniway i was at the childcare again this afternoon. well.. the auntie told me those kids see me there extra happy loh. haha i guess its becoz only i will let them play around during work time ba~! well, the bunch of them were unusually well behaved today loh.. all did their work and never really fool around. all except dis girl.. dis really popular girl. she's quite new to the skool, yet all the kids dislike her and all the teachers know her. everytime during work time, the kids would try all means to outcast her. well, i tot she was just loud and talkative.. but getting to know her, she's slow in learning.. and she gets on my nerves! not becoz she's slower den the rest, but its that she doesn't bother to learn when u teach her. she expects you to give her answer.. dis is a total gone case la, no hope loh.
Aniway, just something to add.. that flying insect just migrated over into my bedroom.. Yeah how great, now i'm gonna spend the rest of the night with it~! oh my..have to tink of something to get rid of it le lar.. why must choose my room of so many units in dis block. funny arh, i just dun understand insects.. fly all the way up 24 storeys just to spend the night in my room, and frighten me! how lame can they get..
aniway i was at the childcare again this afternoon. well.. the auntie told me those kids see me there extra happy loh. haha i guess its becoz only i will let them play around during work time ba~! well, the bunch of them were unusually well behaved today loh.. all did their work and never really fool around. all except dis girl.. dis really popular girl. she's quite new to the skool, yet all the kids dislike her and all the teachers know her. everytime during work time, the kids would try all means to outcast her. well, i tot she was just loud and talkative.. but getting to know her, she's slow in learning.. and she gets on my nerves! not becoz she's slower den the rest, but its that she doesn't bother to learn when u teach her. she expects you to give her answer.. dis is a total gone case la, no hope loh.
Aniway, just something to add.. that flying insect just migrated over into my bedroom.. Yeah how great, now i'm gonna spend the rest of the night with it~! oh my..have to tink of something to get rid of it le lar.. why must choose my room of so many units in dis block. funny arh, i just dun understand insects.. fly all the way up 24 storeys just to spend the night in my room, and frighten me! how lame can they get..
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Argh having terrible headache now.. feeling extra sianz la, coz tomolo have to go the childcare and helpout again. i really dislike going there to work loh! feel so lost there.. no one around to guide me along aso. how can i teach the kids when i myself duno wats going on?! And the worse part is.. i duno if i should ride my bike there or take bus there. ride bike quite tiring, but take bus have to walk a long way in aso..haiz~
well..this few days i'm enjoying myself slacking at home. watching tv, shows, dvd.. den finally i've decided to start doing my cross stitch again. realise that the cross stitich have been lying there for too long le..and its a pity not to complete it la, considering its more den half completed le. didn't feel quite well dis few days, duno why my back always aching, head aso aching.. aiyah sianz..
well..this few days i'm enjoying myself slacking at home. watching tv, shows, dvd.. den finally i've decided to start doing my cross stitch again. realise that the cross stitich have been lying there for too long le..and its a pity not to complete it la, considering its more den half completed le. didn't feel quite well dis few days, duno why my back always aching, head aso aching.. aiyah sianz..
Monday, April 11, 2005
wah i've got sun burned~! all becoz today whole morning at the 5566 autograph session la.. but weird loh, i wasn't out in the sun.. i was either in the shade or under umbrella. Aniway,i early in the morning took bus to IMM at Jurong. wasn't familiar with that place, den i couldn't find the stage loh! end up have to call my fren.. den she came to bring me to the stage area.
The first thing that came to my mind when i saw the stage area was, 'where's the queue?!'.. coz all i see in front of the stage was a huge mass of people crowding around, sitting down etc. den i am suppose to go queue first and wait for my four other frens. i totally cannot locate any visible queue, so i just find a spot and settle down. not long after my frens came, the security started to enclose the whole area. Everything became so bad after that. the usual crowd became a really packed and disorganised mass. Most of the people queueing all very young kids loh.. and with the security shouting around, they made the whole situation worse.
Me and my fren stood in the crowd for less den half an hour den we decide to go out le. partly becoz queueing in that manner gets us no where, and the main reason was becoz there's dis really no manners bunch of kids in front of me! the place so pack and stuffy le they still can tok so loudly, and move around like nobody's business. But we made the right choice about leaving the queue.. coz later we found a comfortable elevated patch of ground at the side, and we stone there for round 2,3 hours before 5566 came.
5566 came late as usual. but dis time not as late as expected..haha. well, they were quite lively today, had alot of interactions also. one thing bad is.. the place where i'm standing quite a distance from the stage, so i take the pics all quite small one loh. And there's alot of parents~! coz all the parents waiting at the side for their kids ma.. den they came to block our view loh. But luckily i manage to film down most of the thing la. once 5566 started the autograph session thingie.. we left for lunch le. Haha, dis year we very lazy la.. went late, lazy to queue somemore..haha. We happily ate lunch.. till bout 40 mins later, we went back to the stage area, the queue was still quite long.
we waited till quite late den decide to join the queue. den the security came over to say that they dun allow ppl to queue animore, coz no more time for 56 to sign le. but still, none of us left.. and instead we went to stand at the barrigade there. later got a few more barbaric ones went to quarrel with the policeman and security. den they made so much noise, and the whole crowd shouted till like gonna riot like dat. later then the management decide to let us in loh. Feel so extra lucky to be in there loh.
Hmm.. our main aim to go up stage was to just have a closer view of 5566 only la, signing the thing wasn't as important. Due to the time constrain, i realise 56 was so busy signing they didn't even bother to look up, so i tot being able to go up stage is extra blessed le loh. took every chance to stare at them..haha~! den after 协志 sign my album, he actually looked up and smile!! den he say 谢谢 somemore!! later even hear him saying wat 回家要小心噢.. wah i happy till cannot describe~!! well, 仁甫 never look up.. but 绍伟 did! he smiled so sweetly~ and said 谢谢 too! as for 孟哲 i didn't really notice. Coz having two person looking up and toking to me is much more den wat i expect le.
It was till i'm on my way home dat i realise.. maybe its god's plan that i dun get the nkf tix. even if i do have the tix, i won't have the strength to go anymore. i was so tired i slept through the journey home. reach home in time to watch nkf la. 56 perform first loh, so can't miss first part..haha. well, unlike 五月天, 56 didnt stay throughout the whole show loh..they perform le den left liaoz. Well, overall the whole show was really good la. haha coz got 周华健 ma..haha~! Anyway, i'm tired le.. shall go rest soon...
The first thing that came to my mind when i saw the stage area was, 'where's the queue?!'.. coz all i see in front of the stage was a huge mass of people crowding around, sitting down etc. den i am suppose to go queue first and wait for my four other frens. i totally cannot locate any visible queue, so i just find a spot and settle down. not long after my frens came, the security started to enclose the whole area. Everything became so bad after that. the usual crowd became a really packed and disorganised mass. Most of the people queueing all very young kids loh.. and with the security shouting around, they made the whole situation worse.
Me and my fren stood in the crowd for less den half an hour den we decide to go out le. partly becoz queueing in that manner gets us no where, and the main reason was becoz there's dis really no manners bunch of kids in front of me! the place so pack and stuffy le they still can tok so loudly, and move around like nobody's business. But we made the right choice about leaving the queue.. coz later we found a comfortable elevated patch of ground at the side, and we stone there for round 2,3 hours before 5566 came.
5566 came late as usual. but dis time not as late as expected..haha. well, they were quite lively today, had alot of interactions also. one thing bad is.. the place where i'm standing quite a distance from the stage, so i take the pics all quite small one loh. And there's alot of parents~! coz all the parents waiting at the side for their kids ma.. den they came to block our view loh. But luckily i manage to film down most of the thing la. once 5566 started the autograph session thingie.. we left for lunch le. Haha, dis year we very lazy la.. went late, lazy to queue somemore..haha. We happily ate lunch.. till bout 40 mins later, we went back to the stage area, the queue was still quite long.
we waited till quite late den decide to join the queue. den the security came over to say that they dun allow ppl to queue animore, coz no more time for 56 to sign le. but still, none of us left.. and instead we went to stand at the barrigade there. later got a few more barbaric ones went to quarrel with the policeman and security. den they made so much noise, and the whole crowd shouted till like gonna riot like dat. later then the management decide to let us in loh. Feel so extra lucky to be in there loh.
Hmm.. our main aim to go up stage was to just have a closer view of 5566 only la, signing the thing wasn't as important. Due to the time constrain, i realise 56 was so busy signing they didn't even bother to look up, so i tot being able to go up stage is extra blessed le loh. took every chance to stare at them..haha~! den after 协志 sign my album, he actually looked up and smile!! den he say 谢谢 somemore!! later even hear him saying wat 回家要小心噢.. wah i happy till cannot describe~!! well, 仁甫 never look up.. but 绍伟 did! he smiled so sweetly~ and said 谢谢 too! as for 孟哲 i didn't really notice. Coz having two person looking up and toking to me is much more den wat i expect le.
It was till i'm on my way home dat i realise.. maybe its god's plan that i dun get the nkf tix. even if i do have the tix, i won't have the strength to go anymore. i was so tired i slept through the journey home. reach home in time to watch nkf la. 56 perform first loh, so can't miss first part..haha. well, unlike 五月天, 56 didnt stay throughout the whole show loh..they perform le den left liaoz. Well, overall the whole show was really good la. haha coz got 周华健 ma..haha~! Anyway, i'm tired le.. shall go rest soon...
Thursday, April 07, 2005
*Roarrrr* i'm soooo sianz~!! haven't been blogging dis few days.. not becoz i was busy or wat, but it just purely becoz i've got nothg much constructive to write about. Basically this few days i was watching shows, surfing, and trying to clear hard disk space.. eh, seriously, my attempt to clear disk space fail quite terribly. i tink clearing disk space is more difficult den asking me go work.. Oh toking bout work, i've got this really part-time job la. its just helping out at my cousin's childcare.. help to coach primary skool kids lah. i duno if i'm up to it loh..i'm quite inexperienced liao.. still ask me one person take so many kids~
Oh well..dis few days got alot of news about 5566 schedule in spore and stuff le. den so frequently u'll see them on tv for the nkf advert. Haiz.. tink no more nkf tix for me le la. no news from the auntie that she've gotten the tix for me till now..my hopes of going for nkf is like less den 0.01% le.. Well well..this is my fate.. starting to regret quiting the 5566 fanclub, at least they do have the tix to go loh...(-.-" haiz~
Oh well..dis few days got alot of news about 5566 schedule in spore and stuff le. den so frequently u'll see them on tv for the nkf advert. Haiz.. tink no more nkf tix for me le la. no news from the auntie that she've gotten the tix for me till now..my hopes of going for nkf is like less den 0.01% le.. Well well..this is my fate.. starting to regret quiting the 5566 fanclub, at least they do have the tix to go loh...(-.-" haiz~
Saturday, April 02, 2005
arh rainy day.. have been raining since i woke up. the weather seems to reflect my mood.. gloomy and cold. can't really describe how i'm feeling now.. i've already done wat could be done, and the rest is up to god to provide...
Friday, April 01, 2005
Feeling really down the whole day.. everything just seems to occur to make my day worse. Hmm..started the day quite badly la. den later my dad let me drive to serangoon ma, but the journey wasn't smooth at all loh. Hm..meet shy at serangoon interchange at 10.30, but as expected..she overslept la. Ended up i went to dhoby ghaut to wait for her loh.
Hmm..well we shopped around rather aimlessly.. Eh,wanted to town to buy 5566 merchandise one la.. went to the shops, saw the stuff i wanted.. but the price was quite horendous! erm maybe to me la.. i wanted so much to buy..but there were so many stuff, and i had so little $$.. And from the time i left the shop till even now..felt terrible.
Wat made it worse was.. i was watching tv just now when i saw the nkf advertisement. i felt so disappointed that i couldn't get tickets for nkf le..coz 5566 going ma, and to make it worse.. dis year 周华健 also going~! goodness.. i couldn't make it for his concert..even go nkf see him aso cannot. the feeling is so depressing..till a point i felt angry with myself. i can't explain why.. Tried toking to mum bout it..but her response was quite negative.. and her usual style la, everything blame me loh.. Fine...my fault... And i realise one thing..i guess i've forgotten how to cry le. everytime when i tot crying would make me feel better..i wouldn't be able to force tears out.. i wonder if dis is wat my mum meant by learning to be independant.
Stupid april fool's day.
Hmm..well we shopped around rather aimlessly.. Eh,wanted to town to buy 5566 merchandise one la.. went to the shops, saw the stuff i wanted.. but the price was quite horendous! erm maybe to me la.. i wanted so much to buy..but there were so many stuff, and i had so little $$.. And from the time i left the shop till even now..felt terrible.
Wat made it worse was.. i was watching tv just now when i saw the nkf advertisement. i felt so disappointed that i couldn't get tickets for nkf le..coz 5566 going ma, and to make it worse.. dis year 周华健 also going~! goodness.. i couldn't make it for his concert..even go nkf see him aso cannot. the feeling is so depressing..till a point i felt angry with myself. i can't explain why.. Tried toking to mum bout it..but her response was quite negative.. and her usual style la, everything blame me loh.. Fine...my fault... And i realise one thing..i guess i've forgotten how to cry le. everytime when i tot crying would make me feel better..i wouldn't be able to force tears out.. i wonder if dis is wat my mum meant by learning to be independant.
Stupid april fool's day.