Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Arh stress ah! The driving test is tomolo.. i can't seems to convince myself dat its okay to fail. Trying to prepare myself for any worst situation dat may happen..but still feeling really tensed up i guess. Arh the whole day in skool was sianz.. both lab ended early. Den end of the day got course briefing somemore. Tink i've decide to choose biotech le.. haven't told my mum yet, duno wats she's gonna say again! argh sleepz~!
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
I'm quite cold now..in my track pants and wind-breaker eh. Hm..feels rather dumb to be wearing so thick in my room! Aniway it was practically drizzling the whole day ba.. just know that the sky is so dark throughout the day. and its extra extra cold in the Lts loh. Well..lesson today was quite unbearable. its so cold in the Lt dat make one feels soooo sleepy..and the teachers are boring! they read everything from the words-filled powerpoint, and u can almost die trying to read those words..
Anyway..as i wan to emphasized again, food hygiene tutorial sux!! not only the teacher is slack.. the class is also quite weird la. its two extremes..either very hardworking, or very heck-care ones. i tot i was bad..dat was until i saw how the others did the group discussion. ask them summarise newspaper article, they write down alternate sentences from the article. Wah siaoz! i totally stone through the 2 hours..together with my super 'black' and 'buay song' face. Aniway..watertech was so much better. we had lab instead of tut today.. quite lame la..all the experiments done by teacher, we just go there tok tok only..haha!
Aniway..starting to feel really anxious bout thurs the driving test le. the more i tink bout it..the lesser confidence i have. (-.-" hmm..wat a complicated feeling dat is.. Oh well, my mum bought me something today. she came home with a bicycle pump loh! haha finally got my bike ready for use.. I felt so high all of a sudden just now dat i almost wanted to go ride my bike at this late timing. Argh i'm going crazy! shall go sleep really soon..
Anyway..as i wan to emphasized again, food hygiene tutorial sux!! not only the teacher is slack.. the class is also quite weird la. its two extremes..either very hardworking, or very heck-care ones. i tot i was bad..dat was until i saw how the others did the group discussion. ask them summarise newspaper article, they write down alternate sentences from the article. Wah siaoz! i totally stone through the 2 hours..together with my super 'black' and 'buay song' face. Aniway..watertech was so much better. we had lab instead of tut today.. quite lame la..all the experiments done by teacher, we just go there tok tok only..haha!
Aniway..starting to feel really anxious bout thurs the driving test le. the more i tink bout it..the lesser confidence i have. (-.-" hmm..wat a complicated feeling dat is.. Oh well, my mum bought me something today. she came home with a bicycle pump loh! haha finally got my bike ready for use.. I felt so high all of a sudden just now dat i almost wanted to go ride my bike at this late timing. Argh i'm going crazy! shall go sleep really soon..
Sunday, December 26, 2004
well well.. had a typical day today. Went church le..den go kfc for lunch. Later went to the vet to get more medication for snowy. Aiyah the vet say her liver got problem ma..have to get more liver medicine for her before her next check-up. Hm..after dat came home liaoz. Actually wanted to go cycling one..wheather so good.. everything get ready le den realised the back tire inflated! And worse still my father sleeping, and i can't locate the pump! so in the end stayed home to play guitar loh. Oh..watched the show 少年包青天.. nice loh! wanted to buy the vcd one.. searchedmany places cannot find leh,tink too old show le! haha..
Oh well..had the leftovers kfc for dinner la. den was happily watching the charity show 心手相连.. when my uncle and a whole gang came over. got this two kids la.. they got so excited playing with snowy that they run around screaming and shouting! Hm..quite an headache la.. i can't watch my tv show loh! have to always keep an eye on the little boy.. he climb up and down one..scared he go my room window there ma. aiyo.. my tutorial for tomolo not done loh. and now i just know dat i'm aching all over loh..sianz!!
Oh well..had the leftovers kfc for dinner la. den was happily watching the charity show 心手相连.. when my uncle and a whole gang came over. got this two kids la.. they got so excited playing with snowy that they run around screaming and shouting! Hm..quite an headache la.. i can't watch my tv show loh! have to always keep an eye on the little boy.. he climb up and down one..scared he go my room window there ma. aiyo.. my tutorial for tomolo not done loh. and now i just know dat i'm aching all over loh..sianz!!
First time in my life i spent christmas at home! didn't step out of my house loh.. Had a wonderful evening with snowy alone at home. It was so quiet,except for the times the tv is on la.. late afternoon time quite windy..and she actually slept on my lap loh! i was carrying her on my lap watching tv..and she slept so happily! first time loh.. she sleep so long somemore. Usually she won't wan to sleep on my lap one.. today special sia..haha!
Well..didn't go church also la. spend time watching tv and some downloaded shows la.. i like the feeling of being alone at home. So quiet, and free to do anything. And i'll have lots of time to tink about things.. its times like dat where all those 人生哲理 come about.. Sort of enjoy these times, tinking.. reflecting...
Well..didn't go church also la. spend time watching tv and some downloaded shows la.. i like the feeling of being alone at home. So quiet, and free to do anything. And i'll have lots of time to tink about things.. its times like dat where all those 人生哲理 come about.. Sort of enjoy these times, tinking.. reflecting...
Friday, December 24, 2004
Haha..christmas eve today, and here i am blogging. Well..had a rather normal day la. First time christmas eve got skool loh! den to make it worse..all the lessons got quiz or test! *faintz* But we were all in celebration mood la.. coz all busy exchanging presents during lectures..haha!! Hmm.. mostly people give chocolates la. Den for the gift among the 5 of us.. can say its 丰收 loh. they all give very nice presents arh.. well its always said, its the tot dat counts ma.. really can see dat they make an effort go prepare the present loh.
Well..after skool we sat at the 'mushroom' area to open our presents. Hmm..lucky they all liked the thing i gave..haha, its the tot dat counts la! Eh, suppose they wanna go orchard and shop one.. but i decide to meet shy at compasspoint for lunch, so i didn't go with them la. Aniway..didn't really eat lunch arh, coz everywhere so many ppl. we just walked around.. shy trying to buy christmas presents, but ended up buying stuff for herself! eh..4 plus reach home.. Slack loh..watch shows..
Don't feel anything special dis christmas arh.. maybe too many things happen recently le. Its just like another normal day to me.. no intention of going anywhere to celebrate or party wor. Spent my time filming snowy just now..haha! followed her around the house with my camera.. =) She haven't had her medication yet, so still quite energetic.. running around like some siao eh! haha just like her usual self la! Somehow i feel dat spending time like dat more meaningful den going orchard to squeeze with ppl. At the very least snowy is happy..and so am i!! haha.. guess dis year no more count down to christmas for me le..wats so fun of counting down alone?! Snowy can't count with me loh.. haha!! =) Oh today is Richie's birthday loh..he should be 10 years old now if he's still alive..
Well..after skool we sat at the 'mushroom' area to open our presents. Hmm..lucky they all liked the thing i gave..haha, its the tot dat counts la! Eh, suppose they wanna go orchard and shop one.. but i decide to meet shy at compasspoint for lunch, so i didn't go with them la. Aniway..didn't really eat lunch arh, coz everywhere so many ppl. we just walked around.. shy trying to buy christmas presents, but ended up buying stuff for herself! eh..4 plus reach home.. Slack loh..watch shows..
Don't feel anything special dis christmas arh.. maybe too many things happen recently le. Its just like another normal day to me.. no intention of going anywhere to celebrate or party wor. Spent my time filming snowy just now..haha! followed her around the house with my camera.. =) She haven't had her medication yet, so still quite energetic.. running around like some siao eh! haha just like her usual self la! Somehow i feel dat spending time like dat more meaningful den going orchard to squeeze with ppl. At the very least snowy is happy..and so am i!! haha.. guess dis year no more count down to christmas for me le..wats so fun of counting down alone?! Snowy can't count with me loh.. haha!! =) Oh today is Richie's birthday loh..he should be 10 years old now if he's still alive..
Tired! Was trying so hard to make christmas gifts for four of my classmates. haiz.. they insisted that the 5 of us make gifts for each other.. actually they didn't say make la, buy also can. Aniway..i haven't been into dis kind of stuff for a very long time le.. duno since when we've already stopped making christmas gifts for each other le.
aniway..today very tired. went skool for 3 hours of lecture.. den later came back, wanted to sleep..but got driving. best thing is..he was late for half an hour, den later he say we today learn one and a half hour. didn't do much loh..didn't even go ubi arh! was just at my house carpark here driving around..den later go around sengkang like dat only.
I guess i should go sleep soon.. spent time doing gifts just now.. my tutorial for tomolo not prepared yet, and bmic test also haven't study finish loh! Oh yah.. i came across two old entertainment shows dat i'm searching for by chance. quite lucky arh..found them so unexpectedly, and can still download somemore..though speed abit slow la. Better den nothing i suppose! argh sleep..headache!
aniway..today very tired. went skool for 3 hours of lecture.. den later came back, wanted to sleep..but got driving. best thing is..he was late for half an hour, den later he say we today learn one and a half hour. didn't do much loh..didn't even go ubi arh! was just at my house carpark here driving around..den later go around sengkang like dat only.
I guess i should go sleep soon.. spent time doing gifts just now.. my tutorial for tomolo not prepared yet, and bmic test also haven't study finish loh! Oh yah.. i came across two old entertainment shows dat i'm searching for by chance. quite lucky arh..found them so unexpectedly, and can still download somemore..though speed abit slow la. Better den nothing i suppose! argh sleep..headache!
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Brought snowy to the vet early dis morning. Hmm..had quite an experience there. Snowy was considered the best behaving dog there loh. She wasn't on leash..and she seemed quite comfortable at the place. happily walking around, sniffing at every possible thing. Eh..the consultation was a rather quick one. coz the doctor also couldn't really tell the problem, all she could do was to take an x-ray and do urine test.
We waited for quite long..coz the urinalysis take quite some time. Den after the urine test result is out, we went into the room again. the doctor say no sign of stone formation in urinary tract from x-ray.. however the urine is ketone +ve, which means dat there's protein in her urine la.. its not a very good sign loh. the vet didn't say much, but suspect liver problem. just when we're about to leave, she asked if i would wan to do a blood test for snowy.. den duno why i agree also(another $60 gone loh!) Well..we left after they took snowy's blood sample la. Coz blood test result not so fast one. Oh yah, snowy bite the nurse while they attempted to help her take x-ray loh. i saw blood on snowy..still tot wat they did to her.. den the nurse told me dats her blood.. heh,paiseh! snowy dun like ppl to force her to lie down one..much less ppl she duno.
after leaving the vet..went hougang mall there to meet dionne to get the youpeng's pictorial book from her. she gave me a bottle of 5566 drink also loh..the 7-11 one la, coz she bought extra. Didn't realy chat with her..coz already gonna be late for skool. I reach skool on time only loh. Eh.. today's lab all do bacterial stuff la. Eee bacterial all around us loh..haha! Den got communication skills tut. for e first time we enjoyed that lesson loh.. she said many many funny stuff today, and lesson was so interesting. so interesting dat we were late for our watertech tut. 6-8 loh today.. but quite okay, coz do group work in comp lab. had fun also la..
Well reach home bout 9.. 9 plus den eat dinner loh. My mum say the vet called in the afternoon time, saying the blood test result not very positive. coz it shows dat snowy's liver not very healthy. have to go back to collect more medication.. 2 weeks later still have to go do check-up again. today spend like $170++ le.. next time go would be around the same i guess..haiz! Aniway, i was searching through the net for more info on liver problems for dogs la. found one disease symptoms rather similar to snowy's one..duno call wat hepatic microvascular dysplasia, its the mixing of venous and arterial blood in the liver. Quite worrying.. coz if not treated carefully might lead to death loh. Rather serious case.
Arh..sometimes i wonder izzit better if i dun let her do all the check-ups.. den at least life still goes on as normal. i wun be worrying for nothing, and snowy won't be feeling so weak and sickly after the medication takes effect.. I don't like seeing her so listless and weak.. its just doesn't feel right.....
We waited for quite long..coz the urinalysis take quite some time. Den after the urine test result is out, we went into the room again. the doctor say no sign of stone formation in urinary tract from x-ray.. however the urine is ketone +ve, which means dat there's protein in her urine la.. its not a very good sign loh. the vet didn't say much, but suspect liver problem. just when we're about to leave, she asked if i would wan to do a blood test for snowy.. den duno why i agree also(another $60 gone loh!) Well..we left after they took snowy's blood sample la. Coz blood test result not so fast one. Oh yah, snowy bite the nurse while they attempted to help her take x-ray loh. i saw blood on snowy..still tot wat they did to her.. den the nurse told me dats her blood.. heh,paiseh! snowy dun like ppl to force her to lie down one..much less ppl she duno.
after leaving the vet..went hougang mall there to meet dionne to get the youpeng's pictorial book from her. she gave me a bottle of 5566 drink also loh..the 7-11 one la, coz she bought extra. Didn't realy chat with her..coz already gonna be late for skool. I reach skool on time only loh. Eh.. today's lab all do bacterial stuff la. Eee bacterial all around us loh..haha! Den got communication skills tut. for e first time we enjoyed that lesson loh.. she said many many funny stuff today, and lesson was so interesting. so interesting dat we were late for our watertech tut. 6-8 loh today.. but quite okay, coz do group work in comp lab. had fun also la..
Well reach home bout 9.. 9 plus den eat dinner loh. My mum say the vet called in the afternoon time, saying the blood test result not very positive. coz it shows dat snowy's liver not very healthy. have to go back to collect more medication.. 2 weeks later still have to go do check-up again. today spend like $170++ le.. next time go would be around the same i guess..haiz! Aniway, i was searching through the net for more info on liver problems for dogs la. found one disease symptoms rather similar to snowy's one..duno call wat hepatic microvascular dysplasia, its the mixing of venous and arterial blood in the liver. Quite worrying.. coz if not treated carefully might lead to death loh. Rather serious case.
Arh..sometimes i wonder izzit better if i dun let her do all the check-ups.. den at least life still goes on as normal. i wun be worrying for nothing, and snowy won't be feeling so weak and sickly after the medication takes effect.. I don't like seeing her so listless and weak.. its just doesn't feel right.....
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Wah skool today ended earlier den usual loh..coz watertech tutorial cancelled ma. Aniway..whole morning of lecture is terrible la. can't possibly absorb so much info within so short time one loh. Aniway i just know dat i slept through the whole first hour of bmic lecture..haha! but i realised i didn't miss out much also la. Eh..maths 2 hours is as bad la. we can only keep ourselves awake by eating sweets.. well,most of them can go home at 2.. but i got another 2 hours of food hygiene tutorial ma. Went all alone.. and for group discussion, i was stuck with four malays. they speak malay loh..and i can't understand wat they toking, and i didn't bother to also la. so half the time i'm in my own world. Slacking through loh..just like the teacher.. she's practically waiting for time to pass only.
Aniway arh..reach home 4 plus today. den actually wanted to bring snowy to the vet one, but their appointment fully booked wor. so i booked tomolo morning loh.. lucky tomolo's first lab session cancelled arh. Well, let hope dat nothing is wrong with snowy loh.. but also, check-up alone would mean another blue note gone.. Hmm..meeting dionne in the morning to collect my stuff also eh..duno can make it not.. Arh, have to go prepare tomolo's stuff le lar.. and quite tired le also..
Aniway arh..reach home 4 plus today. den actually wanted to bring snowy to the vet one, but their appointment fully booked wor. so i booked tomolo morning loh.. lucky tomolo's first lab session cancelled arh. Well, let hope dat nothing is wrong with snowy loh.. but also, check-up alone would mean another blue note gone.. Hmm..meeting dionne in the morning to collect my stuff also eh..duno can make it not.. Arh, have to go prepare tomolo's stuff le lar.. and quite tired le also..
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
So tired now.. actually today also didn't do much la. went to skool for 2 hours.. later rush back home for driving. well..i went driving without much expectation today, and surprisingly i perform much better..haha! hmm..didn't go back skool for the 6-7 lecture again arh. duno missed how many of the lectures le loh.
oh yah..Dionne went taiwan last week ma, so i asked her to help me find youpeng the pictorial book. today she msged me saying she bought the thing le! yeah! finally found it liaoz.. seems dat i have asked N ppl to help me find le, and only she managed to buy it back.. perhaps only she bothered to actually go help me buy ba! but watever it is.. i'm happy! haha.. finally can stop asking ppl help me find dat pictorial book le! =) ah tired.. me going sleep le..
oh yah..Dionne went taiwan last week ma, so i asked her to help me find youpeng the pictorial book. today she msged me saying she bought the thing le! yeah! finally found it liaoz.. seems dat i have asked N ppl to help me find le, and only she managed to buy it back.. perhaps only she bothered to actually go help me buy ba! but watever it is.. i'm happy! haha.. finally can stop asking ppl help me find dat pictorial book le! =) ah tired.. me going sleep le..
Monday, December 20, 2004
Siaoz sia~! i tink i going mad soon.. like suddenly alot of things weighing down on me. haiz.. wats wrong.. my dear snowy seems sick, and its like she got stones in her urinary tract again. my dear, lets hope dats really not the case! haiz everything is money.. if really get her go operation is another sum of money, den there goes my mp3 player.. and lets hope i dun fail my driving test, or more money will have to be spent.
Haiyah feeling really wrong again.. since dis morning i keep worrying bout my snowy. my mum says dat if she really got that stone problem again.. she wun let snowy go for operation le. so in another words.. dats like trying to kill her loh! of coz 101% i wun agree..and dat means i have to pay for everything myself again la. Sianz la.. other den all these stuff skool is also driving me up the wall. i feel like i'm at the edge of a cliff le.. never know wat may happen next..
Haiyah feeling really wrong again.. since dis morning i keep worrying bout my snowy. my mum says dat if she really got that stone problem again.. she wun let snowy go for operation le. so in another words.. dats like trying to kill her loh! of coz 101% i wun agree..and dat means i have to pay for everything myself again la. Sianz la.. other den all these stuff skool is also driving me up the wall. i feel like i'm at the edge of a cliff le.. never know wat may happen next..
Saturday, December 18, 2004
很多电视剧的剧情，我们都会觉得很异想天开..因为觉得现实生活中是不会发生的。但很多时候，一些很戏剧化的事情是会发生的.. 我们之所以觉得荒谬，只是因为在我们的一生中都不曾遭遇过这些事情。我发现生活真的不是我们想象或看到的如此简单。很多表面上看来很平常的事，事实上都会有我们想象不到的一面。
我觉得我周遭常常都会上演这一些很戏剧化的事情。不知道该觉得自己是幸运还是不幸。幸运的是能比别人看到得更多，学到得更多。不幸的是，往往看到的例子都不会是什么好事..还有可能是一些让人无法理解和忍受的事情。
我一直都觉得自己还蛮坚强的，可是到了今天我终于说服自己不要在自欺欺人了。其实一点小事大概就能把我握打倒吧.. 我真的不知道.. 遇到不懂得面对的问题时，哭，大概帮不上什么忙.. 但无可否认的，它的确会让自己好过一点。哭完了，再从新面对事情.. 应该会觉得自己长大、成熟了一点吧。伤心、难过生活还是要过，不如勇敢一点..面对现实！真的有必要的时候可以装傻，傻傻的过生活可能会过的比较开心一些吧..
我觉得我周遭常常都会上演这一些很戏剧化的事情。不知道该觉得自己是幸运还是不幸。幸运的是能比别人看到得更多，学到得更多。不幸的是，往往看到的例子都不会是什么好事..还有可能是一些让人无法理解和忍受的事情。
我一直都觉得自己还蛮坚强的，可是到了今天我终于说服自己不要在自欺欺人了。其实一点小事大概就能把我握打倒吧.. 我真的不知道.. 遇到不懂得面对的问题时，哭，大概帮不上什么忙.. 但无可否认的，它的确会让自己好过一点。哭完了，再从新面对事情.. 应该会觉得自己长大、成熟了一点吧。伤心、难过生活还是要过，不如勇敢一点..面对现实！真的有必要的时候可以装傻，傻傻的过生活可能会过的比较开心一些吧..
Argh! Feeling really irritated by duno wat or who or watever! just feeling not right la.. Well..had a boring day at skool la. 4 hours of continous lecture..den another hour of totally meaningless tutorial session. Goodness.. Eh, later suppose to have lunch with my classmates one.. but i went to pass CP my mc ma.. after dat i lazy walk to canteen to look for them le, so i came home instead.
Practically i didn't eat lunch today la.. coz come home rest awhile den went for driving lesson le. Went circuit again.. wasn't really crowded today, but still got many ppl taking test loh. Funny arh.. i see all the cars driving around with the double L plate i'll get real gan chiong, duno for wat also.. And i know everytime i'm gan chiong, something bad will happen. And it always does! today going home time, it was raining..plus bus lane hour.. den the traffic at ubi area is a total mess one wat.. den at such moment i'll never fail to come up with stupid mistakes..(-.-" Can't help but to feel nervous la.. test is in less den two weeks time, and i still can't really make it. Wasted so much money on driving le..really dun wanna pump in more money on it liaoz.
Den aso arh.. i see my frens one by one go on holiday, and here i am still trying hard to survive skool. i wan go holiday!! i've been tinking of boarding an aeroplane for like duno how long le.. The most ironic thing is.. everyday i tinking of 坐飞机 and holiday.. everyday i see those aeroplane waiting to land, and taking off, from my living room window. so sad loh..can't get to sit on it, maybe looking at them will feel better? Haiz.. i got so many things i wanna get from overseas.. can't wait to go buy them myself!! why everytime i can only ask ppl to help me buy??..argh~!!
Practically i didn't eat lunch today la.. coz come home rest awhile den went for driving lesson le. Went circuit again.. wasn't really crowded today, but still got many ppl taking test loh. Funny arh.. i see all the cars driving around with the double L plate i'll get real gan chiong, duno for wat also.. And i know everytime i'm gan chiong, something bad will happen. And it always does! today going home time, it was raining..plus bus lane hour.. den the traffic at ubi area is a total mess one wat.. den at such moment i'll never fail to come up with stupid mistakes..(-.-" Can't help but to feel nervous la.. test is in less den two weeks time, and i still can't really make it. Wasted so much money on driving le..really dun wanna pump in more money on it liaoz.
Den aso arh.. i see my frens one by one go on holiday, and here i am still trying hard to survive skool. i wan go holiday!! i've been tinking of boarding an aeroplane for like duno how long le.. The most ironic thing is.. everyday i tinking of 坐飞机 and holiday.. everyday i see those aeroplane waiting to land, and taking off, from my living room window. so sad loh..can't get to sit on it, maybe looking at them will feel better? Haiz.. i got so many things i wanna get from overseas.. can't wait to go buy them myself!! why everytime i can only ask ppl to help me buy??..argh~!!
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Wah having headache now.. haiz fever is back le. Went to see doctor yesterday..den never go skool loh, at home sleep whole day. well..today have to go find so many teachers loh. Have to sit for a quiz alone also. Arh..fever till 38 degrees yesterday..had the medication le, but it seems quite on and off.
Aniway..i found dis website online dat got many many vcds and dvds for sale. Got so many shows dat i'm looking for loh.. but have to order online one..sianz!! must pay through credit card, in which i don't have, and have to pay the shipping fees.. tink the shipping alone cost alot liaoz loh! sianz..find le cannot buy is the most terrible feeling! so many shows loh..! its an online thg.. so maybe even go china or taiwan dis kind aso cannot find one..
Argh..shall go and sleep awhile, later 6 o'clock suppose got lecture one loh..tink i not going le. better hurry go take my medicine den go sleep lo.. headache headache!!
Aniway..i found dis website online dat got many many vcds and dvds for sale. Got so many shows dat i'm looking for loh.. but have to order online one..sianz!! must pay through credit card, in which i don't have, and have to pay the shipping fees.. tink the shipping alone cost alot liaoz loh! sianz..find le cannot buy is the most terrible feeling! so many shows loh..! its an online thg.. so maybe even go china or taiwan dis kind aso cannot find one..
Argh..shall go and sleep awhile, later 6 o'clock suppose got lecture one loh..tink i not going le. better hurry go take my medicine den go sleep lo.. headache headache!!
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Wah Shiok sia~ i just watched finish the video dat i recorded during the concert just now!! eh.. quite okay la, just rather shaky. arh well.. just now was the jungiery stars' concert. Its quite cool la.. stage very different..and alot of star, looks really crowded la. Dis is the most slack 5566 concert i've ever been to. coz half the time i was sitting down. Not dat i wanted to.. but because there's a auntie who is stuck to the chair behind me. she stuck to the chair still never mind.. she wans to watch the concert! So ppl in front of her all cannot stand up loh! Eh..she irritated the girl beside me so much dat she went off. Den she actually kicked my chair..but i didn't bother about her at all..
In front all the other ppl from jungiery stars was still quite okay.. wasn't really dat high la. it was only till 5566 dat ppl all go crazy! though there's only 3 of them present today, they still managed to bring up the mood loh. Xiezhi was hardly around my area there.. most of the time i see renfu the clearest. Den half the time i was filming renfu loh..coz xiezhi too far to be spotted. One thg la.. renfu extra friendly! he will walk around..smile to everyone and wave.. Wah the feeling when everytime he look into my camera..*faintz*.. Oh well, the area i'm at is quite empty la, and a bunch of super not enthu ppl. so its quite outstanding to hold a camera in the section there.. guess dats why renfu can spot my camera quite easily ba! watever the reason..he looked at my camera quite alot of time loh..and i'll get rather stunt everytime!! haha~
Hmm..actually arh, if i were to pay the full price of $128 to watch dat concert arh..i won't feel dats its worth loh. coz there's dis huge camera 'flying' all around..blocking the entire stage! so unless they stand at the extended area..it'll be impossible to see them properly. the huge cam is really terrible.. so dangerous loh..swing everywhere one arh, nearly hit ppl's head.. and shocked quite a few of the artistes on stage aso, coz one huge thing suddenly appear right before their face!
Arh..by the time reach home 12 plus le..coz took bus back ma. Ate some stuff just now..feeling abit full.. and really tired! I'm going to sleep soon.. its really late liao! oh mine.. i can't stop feeling high loh! Renfu looked at my camera eh!! *dreamy state*...
In front all the other ppl from jungiery stars was still quite okay.. wasn't really dat high la. it was only till 5566 dat ppl all go crazy! though there's only 3 of them present today, they still managed to bring up the mood loh. Xiezhi was hardly around my area there.. most of the time i see renfu the clearest. Den half the time i was filming renfu loh..coz xiezhi too far to be spotted. One thg la.. renfu extra friendly! he will walk around..smile to everyone and wave.. Wah the feeling when everytime he look into my camera..*faintz*.. Oh well, the area i'm at is quite empty la, and a bunch of super not enthu ppl. so its quite outstanding to hold a camera in the section there.. guess dats why renfu can spot my camera quite easily ba! watever the reason..he looked at my camera quite alot of time loh..and i'll get rather stunt everytime!! haha~
Hmm..actually arh, if i were to pay the full price of $128 to watch dat concert arh..i won't feel dats its worth loh. coz there's dis huge camera 'flying' all around..blocking the entire stage! so unless they stand at the extended area..it'll be impossible to see them properly. the huge cam is really terrible.. so dangerous loh..swing everywhere one arh, nearly hit ppl's head.. and shocked quite a few of the artistes on stage aso, coz one huge thing suddenly appear right before their face!
Arh..by the time reach home 12 plus le..coz took bus back ma. Ate some stuff just now..feeling abit full.. and really tired! I'm going to sleep soon.. its really late liao! oh mine.. i can't stop feeling high loh! Renfu looked at my camera eh!! *dreamy state*...
Saturday, December 11, 2004
My stomach aching since dis morning loh..Argh~! Aniway..feeling really happy now! Just watched 小虎队's 1995 concert! find so long can't find.. just happen to stumble upon it earlier on loh. well though its not full version.. but its so cool le! and also.. i got my hands on the 5566 concert tixs liaoz.. seats are quite front loh..happy sia! Well..basically all i can say is.. thank god arh! He really is a god dat provides.. =) well..actually dis concert didn't intend to go le. coz of monetary problems and stuff.. yupz, and now..two tixs just pop up like dat! Yeah!!
Eh..i saw a really irritating thing on bus today. Was standing beside dis girl about my age.. the bus extra packed la, but she happily pressing her phone loh. den never mind.. dis old man was trying to get off the bus..he's like so old dat he can't even balance properly le loh. duno when dis girl drop her wallet la..on the steps there, the old man saw the wallet.. use his ultra slow speed, bend down to help her pick up the wallet.. not only did she not say thank you, she just like snatched over the wallet and continue pressing her phone! wah siaoz..i feel like slapping her sia~ its like the whole world owe her like dat.. wats wrong with dis generation arh?! terrible sia..
Eh..i saw a really irritating thing on bus today. Was standing beside dis girl about my age.. the bus extra packed la, but she happily pressing her phone loh. den never mind.. dis old man was trying to get off the bus..he's like so old dat he can't even balance properly le loh. duno when dis girl drop her wallet la..on the steps there, the old man saw the wallet.. use his ultra slow speed, bend down to help her pick up the wallet.. not only did she not say thank you, she just like snatched over the wallet and continue pressing her phone! wah siaoz..i feel like slapping her sia~ its like the whole world owe her like dat.. wats wrong with dis generation arh?! terrible sia..
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Cold..Very Cold..Cold to a Limit! aiyo..my 风湿 acting up again. keep raining dis few days loh.. Oh well, the sky very clear dis few nights also.. and there's so many stars in the sky!! for once i see so many stars, and so bright somemore! hmm..i'm making my house here sound like some kampong area or ubin le.. aiyah aniway arh, i've always said dat my house is 荒郊野外 ma, dis description really fits loh..haha!
Erm..boring day at skool i suppose. 3 hrs of lecture today..sianz! oh..went to look for my care person today. coz my timetable got 7 hrs of continuous lessons la..den go consult him see wat i can do to it. well, guess he didn't provide much constructive help la..so i've decide to leave the timetable as it is. one thg..the cp so funny loh.. he always say "don't worry, i'll do my best to help you" haha..and half the time he'll look at the wrong person when he say all these. Well, i came home after i had lunch in skool..coz got driving ma, den totally missed the food hygiene lecture at 6 loh.
I was watching 有朋's 封面人物 before i went for the driving lesson la. find dat some stuff he said really made sense to me loh. hmm..he said something like.. 当太多的目光放在你身上时，你会不自觉的失去自信. 不管是鼓励的目光，还是鄙视的眼神，当它们全集中在你身上的时候..那种压力是无形的. 你会被压得喘不过气..然后会开始怀疑自己的能力，最后渐渐的失去自信. Hm..i tink i can totally understand wat he's saying loh. seems like i have experienced dis in some stages of my life too.. perhaps not as bad as him la.. but its bad enuff. Well, he also mention dat.. 当你在面对一样事情时.. 不要把他看得有多困难，因为它只是你生命里许多考验之中的其中一个. 不要因为中途遇到了挫折就放弃，生命中还有更多的挑战在等这你呢.. haha..at least managed to learn something from the show.. =)
Erm..boring day at skool i suppose. 3 hrs of lecture today..sianz! oh..went to look for my care person today. coz my timetable got 7 hrs of continuous lessons la..den go consult him see wat i can do to it. well, guess he didn't provide much constructive help la..so i've decide to leave the timetable as it is. one thg..the cp so funny loh.. he always say "don't worry, i'll do my best to help you" haha..and half the time he'll look at the wrong person when he say all these. Well, i came home after i had lunch in skool..coz got driving ma, den totally missed the food hygiene lecture at 6 loh.
I was watching 有朋's 封面人物 before i went for the driving lesson la. find dat some stuff he said really made sense to me loh. hmm..he said something like.. 当太多的目光放在你身上时，你会不自觉的失去自信. 不管是鼓励的目光，还是鄙视的眼神，当它们全集中在你身上的时候..那种压力是无形的. 你会被压得喘不过气..然后会开始怀疑自己的能力，最后渐渐的失去自信. Hm..i tink i can totally understand wat he's saying loh. seems like i have experienced dis in some stages of my life too.. perhaps not as bad as him la.. but its bad enuff. Well, he also mention dat.. 当你在面对一样事情时.. 不要把他看得有多困难，因为它只是你生命里许多考验之中的其中一个. 不要因为中途遇到了挫折就放弃，生命中还有更多的挑战在等这你呢.. haha..at least managed to learn something from the show.. =)
Wah cool..will get to watch 有朋's 封面人物 soon eh. Oh well..its really cold here now loh. it had been like dat for a few days le.. dis few nights all never on aircon, just open the window extra cold liaoz. Well, dis morning was slacking all the way, watching some variety show and stuff.. till 3 plus den left for skool.
Lesson today start at 4. supposingly 2 hour lecture..she ended class round 40 mins or so.. Wah siaoz.. its suppose to be good la, since lesson end early. but 6 o'clock we still got lecture.. so have to stay in skool aniway one ma. Aiyo.. today the water tech lecture is still as boring la. Just dat the teacher can recognise us as science skool students..and he attempted to get us to ans all his qns loh. lucky he can't remember our names..haha!
Well..i seems to have a weird feeling when i see my classmates in skool now eh. we are like so familiar with each other.. yet at the same time everything seems so fake to me. i wonder why i have dat feeling.. nothing seems wrong.. just that the feeling is not the same le. the two months holiday so long meh? its only after two months, and everything changed.. Wonder if this change is permanant or is there actually a cure for such situations.. i dun like the feeling now...really...
Lesson today start at 4. supposingly 2 hour lecture..she ended class round 40 mins or so.. Wah siaoz.. its suppose to be good la, since lesson end early. but 6 o'clock we still got lecture.. so have to stay in skool aniway one ma. Aiyo.. today the water tech lecture is still as boring la. Just dat the teacher can recognise us as science skool students..and he attempted to get us to ans all his qns loh. lucky he can't remember our names..haha!
Well..i seems to have a weird feeling when i see my classmates in skool now eh. we are like so familiar with each other.. yet at the same time everything seems so fake to me. i wonder why i have dat feeling.. nothing seems wrong.. just that the feeling is not the same le. the two months holiday so long meh? its only after two months, and everything changed.. Wonder if this change is permanant or is there actually a cure for such situations.. i dun like the feeling now...really...
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Oh i'm bored! today had a rather sianz day at skool. attended lectures from three different subjects, but all three going through the same thing loh! All went through the study guide in detail some more! can go crazy arh.. Oh well, finally get to meet our new care person le. Another teacher with the Dr. in front. He looks rather friendly la..and quite approachable aso. Oh yah, got my second CDS confirm le..food hygiene! i may be going mad rather soon la.. 4 core subjects plus water tech and food hygiene..dats abit too much work loh!!
Well..i'm quite disturbed by some actions dat my classmates do la. Duno how to react to those situation aso..abit hard to accept wat they are doing, but duno how to tell them aso. Guess dats life.. you don't have much choice as to wat is going to happen around you, and can't go and control wat ppl do aso. And there's time better to shut up aso.. say too much ppl will say i kaypoh. (-.-"
And finally arh..watched finish the 杨门虎将 yesterday afternoon. The ending for the version i'm watching is bad! they edited they actually ending! 杨四郎 suppose to died in the end.. but they cut till the part where he return to his country den end le! Though its a happy ending, but the story is left hanging there..not dat i wan him to die la! Lucky just now i managed to watch the actually ending from another source. Yah..四郎 died so miserably. After all dat he's suffered and everything he went through, he finally reached his homeland..den later got killed by this old miserable army. Dat 老兵 totally got no 台词 at all one loh.. just hide somewhere and shoot the stupid arrow out.. lame to the limit! minus ten upon hundred!!
But watever la.. i shall conclude that the overall story is nice.. just thanks to the amazing editing team for messing up the whole show. Yeah.. now dat i've got no more show to watch, time seems to crawl.. guess should start getting ready for this semester's work le.. Haiz sianz..
Well..i'm quite disturbed by some actions dat my classmates do la. Duno how to react to those situation aso..abit hard to accept wat they are doing, but duno how to tell them aso. Guess dats life.. you don't have much choice as to wat is going to happen around you, and can't go and control wat ppl do aso. And there's time better to shut up aso.. say too much ppl will say i kaypoh. (-.-"
And finally arh..watched finish the 杨门虎将 yesterday afternoon. The ending for the version i'm watching is bad! they edited they actually ending! 杨四郎 suppose to died in the end.. but they cut till the part where he return to his country den end le! Though its a happy ending, but the story is left hanging there..not dat i wan him to die la! Lucky just now i managed to watch the actually ending from another source. Yah..四郎 died so miserably. After all dat he's suffered and everything he went through, he finally reached his homeland..den later got killed by this old miserable army. Dat 老兵 totally got no 台词 at all one loh.. just hide somewhere and shoot the stupid arrow out.. lame to the limit! minus ten upon hundred!!
But watever la.. i shall conclude that the overall story is nice.. just thanks to the amazing editing team for messing up the whole show. Yeah.. now dat i've got no more show to watch, time seems to crawl.. guess should start getting ready for this semester's work le.. Haiz sianz..
Monday, December 06, 2004
Haiz.. my dear snowy is suffering from itch now eh. duno wats wrong..suddenly during evening time she started to have red patches on her neck, den later on her body aso have patches appearing. arh..she scratch non stop loh! and now her neck abit swollen le.. i duno wat to do aso. coz the usual medication doesn't seems to work..and i dun dare to apply more le, scared later it worsen the condition. Can see dat she's really uncomfortable..she's really tired le, but she refuses to lie down! aiyo i duno wat to do aso.. worse thing is she keep looking at me with such pitiful 眼神! oh i can do nothing to help her loh..Goodness!!
Argh!! feeling so wrong now.. even watch 杨门虎将 aso can't really concentrate le. well..watched the part where 四郎 go visit his injured mother le. Wat a scene.. tears flowing all the way.. den the mother slap him like nobody's business. Wah..he wishes so much to kill himself! Aniway arh..left 2 episodes more to 大结局.. but the story still like so no link one eh. wonder how many more scenes are they gonna left out loh.. Lousy editing skills!! 鄙视他们!! 鄙视! 鄙视! 鄙视! haha feel much better now..
Argh!! feeling so wrong now.. even watch 杨门虎将 aso can't really concentrate le. well..watched the part where 四郎 go visit his injured mother le. Wat a scene.. tears flowing all the way.. den the mother slap him like nobody's business. Wah..he wishes so much to kill himself! Aniway arh..left 2 episodes more to 大结局.. but the story still like so no link one eh. wonder how many more scenes are they gonna left out loh.. Lousy editing skills!! 鄙视他们!! 鄙视! 鄙视! 鄙视! haha feel much better now..
Sunday, December 05, 2004
wah siaoz.. i just type finish a long long blog. and duno why the page just close by itself! now have to type all over again! well was saying, just now was at church for the '在你身边' concert thing. Everything was fine except for the huge number of aunties and uncles that appeared. i always tot dis prog is organised for youths, but the fact proved me wrong. Hmm the biggest problem with my church is, whenever there's food, it'll be chaotic! 100% plus chop ah! i brought to classmates to the event today ma. they were abit shocked by the way those ppl 'attacked' the food loh. wah siaoz..
oh well, everyone did enjoy ourselves somehow. the band was rather cool..though not much atmosphere la, can't be too high with aunties and uncles around aniway. erm..everyone abit crazy after the event loh. we were doing lame stuff and crapping around. Even till we reach mos burger still mad arh. we created such a din that the whole place seems to belong to us alone. stayed there and fool around till eleven plus den leave. reach home round 12 le loh.
Oh well..watched a few episodes of 杨门虎将 before i left for church dis afternoon. its the part where 四郎 saw the remains of his dead father and brothers. wah he cry until duno like wat loh..and he keep asking them to wake up and stuff. 看了好心酸噢! worse still, he was forced to kill his best friend..and marry the princess. and everytime he wanted to give up.. the scene where his father reminding him to accomplish his task would show. so sad loh.. den after dat he'll continue to 过着暗无天日的日子, 活着比死更痛苦. Argh..the ending of the show even worse loh.. how i wish i could change the script!
oh well, everyone did enjoy ourselves somehow. the band was rather cool..though not much atmosphere la, can't be too high with aunties and uncles around aniway. erm..everyone abit crazy after the event loh. we were doing lame stuff and crapping around. Even till we reach mos burger still mad arh. we created such a din that the whole place seems to belong to us alone. stayed there and fool around till eleven plus den leave. reach home round 12 le loh.
Oh well..watched a few episodes of 杨门虎将 before i left for church dis afternoon. its the part where 四郎 saw the remains of his dead father and brothers. wah he cry until duno like wat loh..and he keep asking them to wake up and stuff. 看了好心酸噢! worse still, he was forced to kill his best friend..and marry the princess. and everytime he wanted to give up.. the scene where his father reminding him to accomplish his task would show. so sad loh.. den after dat he'll continue to 过着暗无天日的日子, 活着比死更痛苦. Argh..the ending of the show even worse loh.. how i wish i could change the script!
Friday, December 03, 2004
Well..today was at home watching tv the whole day loh. Watched 杨门虎将 as usual.. but today was really touched by the story eh. Dis is one show dat will touch every heart. I actually teared when they showed how the seven sons die one by one.. erm, though there's still two living.. they actually witness the death of their father! its really a feeling i can't really imagine.. your family died and there you are alive and well. And wats worse for 杨四郎.. his father still ask him go surrender to his enemy just to get their 军事机密. The entire country despise him, even his mother cannot forgive him.. 这种苦不是言语能形容的吧!!
Well..tink now i can understand how come 有朋 say dat time when he filming 情定爱琴海 & 杨门虎将, he is feeling very low le. 有朋 is breathing and living out 杨四郎's life! how can he actually feel good when everyday he have to live out such misery. Argh..i haven't reach the end of the show yet.. but i can't bear to continue watching le. Typical show of 好人没有好报 loh. Total tragedy..
Well..for the whole afternoon was aso feeling low la, somehow affected by the show. And everytime at a time like dat will start to tink alot again. Erm..well, basically the rest of the day nothing much le. Oh, have been eating alot today aso. Nothing to do start to look for food. Dats bad la..but can't help it also. Aiyah skool is starting soon.. and i'm bored..
Well..tink now i can understand how come 有朋 say dat time when he filming 情定爱琴海 & 杨门虎将, he is feeling very low le. 有朋 is breathing and living out 杨四郎's life! how can he actually feel good when everyday he have to live out such misery. Argh..i haven't reach the end of the show yet.. but i can't bear to continue watching le. Typical show of 好人没有好报 loh. Total tragedy..
Well..for the whole afternoon was aso feeling low la, somehow affected by the show. And everytime at a time like dat will start to tink alot again. Erm..well, basically the rest of the day nothing much le. Oh, have been eating alot today aso. Nothing to do start to look for food. Dats bad la..but can't help it also. Aiyah skool is starting soon.. and i'm bored..
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Wah rather full now.. have been eating quite alot the whole day. Eh.. woke up quite early today, den was online checking my timetable for the new semester. Well..next sem dun have to start skool at 8 every morning le! yeah!! got 2 short days in the week, but monday quite lame..got a 4 hour break. and lesson ends at 7 loh~quite crap..
Well..shall not discuss bout the timetable. Aniway, i actually forgot the time for my driving lesson loh.. it was till the instructor called den i realise i shouldn't be slacking animore le..haha. Oh well..was just at my house carpark here practising the parking and stuff la. the whole carpark so empty one loh.. and today was quite irritated by myself once again. Can't seems to do the stuff nicely leh..sure will have problems here and there one loh.
Also..i didn't go church to join them today la. Went to join in the camp for the past 2 days la. Actually first day not exactly join them la, just went to helpout for the game part only. Yah..e station i'm at is HMV, and i'm there from 4 till 10 plus loh! goodness..even the security find me weird loh. Listened to almost all the disc around my area.. Yesterday was the children event. There kids from the childrens' home going down to church ma.. den they prepared stuff to entertain them and all. Those kids are real cute la..though some got attitude problem.
Hm..oh, and i actually lost a survey job today la. find it quite dumb of me.. should have accepted it den tink of ways loh. there goes the sum of money.. well, i shall go and watch my show le.. haiz~
Well..shall not discuss bout the timetable. Aniway, i actually forgot the time for my driving lesson loh.. it was till the instructor called den i realise i shouldn't be slacking animore le..haha. Oh well..was just at my house carpark here practising the parking and stuff la. the whole carpark so empty one loh.. and today was quite irritated by myself once again. Can't seems to do the stuff nicely leh..sure will have problems here and there one loh.
Also..i didn't go church to join them today la. Went to join in the camp for the past 2 days la. Actually first day not exactly join them la, just went to helpout for the game part only. Yah..e station i'm at is HMV, and i'm there from 4 till 10 plus loh! goodness..even the security find me weird loh. Listened to almost all the disc around my area.. Yesterday was the children event. There kids from the childrens' home going down to church ma.. den they prepared stuff to entertain them and all. Those kids are real cute la..though some got attitude problem.
Hm..oh, and i actually lost a survey job today la. find it quite dumb of me.. should have accepted it den tink of ways loh. there goes the sum of money.. well, i shall go and watch my show le.. haiz~